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oh, my, gosh. where to start, eh?

okso...

~{ note how i stutter through this to try and stall..}~

3 years ago i started at a new school.like, the school was just built, and ive never been to any other school, kinda new school. but anyways, so the first guy to talk to me did so because i was trying to un-crook-ify my glasses. but, about him, lets call him Josh..which is his real name. Anyways, so josh. extreemly hot/cute/adorable/drop-dead-oh-my-god,-did-he-look-at-ME!?~faints~--kinda thing. and hes smart, athletic, amazing. the dream boy boat. but yeah, so its been three years, and sence then we saw each other for half a year of school, and on 2 other separate occasions. and yeah.
but anyways, he lives, currently, with his drunk abusive dad...and he just got expelled from his school for fighting. and his dad is sending him to arizona to live with his drunk druggie abusive mom.
but after talking to him for a long time, over a long period of time, have realized that we dont want to have to be even more separated from each other then we already are.
now, i dont wanna call it 'love' well, not hardcore. but like, 'id litterally give my life for him.' and yeah. its a mutual feeling.


but anyways, thats josh. but i dont know what to do. why?
because im kinda sorta dating some one else.... who i like! dont get me wrong. i like him, i do i do...but...

ugh.
i know this sounds really stuck up ish, but sence second semister, he just kinda let himself go. which isnt like him. im not saying weight gain or anything...well, it is a physical issue though.
now, the current BF, dontay, if bisexual. and hes a fair bit more 'gay' then bi. but i still love him, but a bit more of a brotherly kinda love, maybe? but anyways, so dontay is a guy, who is majoritarily gay, and keeps his looks up.
but...he hasnt been. and its kinda sorta a hygiene kinda thing...




so, as far as dontay..how do i break the hygiene thing to him?
and as far as the situation...help?

hm...maybe..
thanks!