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mangachan

PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 4:48 pm


For the past week I've been feeling crappier than usual. I think my confidence has hit an all time low. I have really high standards and get irritated very very easily. I find faults in EVERYTHING and EVERYONE, especially myself. Everytime I do something wrong or make a mistake I beat myself up about it. I play it over and over in my head about how stupid I was and I deserved the consequences.

My family desn't help because everythime I do something my dad or mom will say why didn't I do ---(like I can go back in time and fix it) and my sister, the only person I can talk to about this is in the same situation. I don't have any friends to talk to because I'm not that close to anyone but my twin sis and I play it off like I'm confident to everyone else. So basically I'm stuck bottleing up my emotions, which is not good at all.(no money for therapy and my parents would just say I'm acting crazy and I should get over it) My negativity is causing me to be petty, jealous, and nit picky. Most people think I'm annoying and talk too much, including my own brother. I keep getting constant reminders that my breasts are too little. I was okay with that until about a few months ago when I rediscovered how much I hate about that part of my body.(funny it's the one part of my body I can't control stare ) I would gain weight but all my fat would go to my stomach. I'm getting really frustated so I get jealous of other people increasingly easier. I don't even know why because I'm not interested in dating right now.

How do I gain confidence? I know that being negative and stressed out about everything leads to heart attacks and all that crap but that just makes me feel even worse, and the fact that I'm not good at anything other than drawing makes me feel worse too. Add that to the fact that nothing is never enough for me.
PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 7:40 pm


It's a hard thing to deal with and we all deal with it in little ways every day but when it's becoming over whelming and the only thing on your mind then it's time to get some help. First of all there is nothing wrong with your breasts. You genetics decide how big they will be and how ever big that is is perfect. Also I think you said you were 16 so there is really more time to grow. I thought I was finished at 16 too but at 19 or 20 I sprouted even more. I would suggest talking to your school guidance counsellor and seeing if they can give you a hand with some of what you are feeling.

Chalda


Nikolita
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PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:28 pm


I found out recently that a woman's breasts stop growing around the time she hits 20. So there's still hope left for people like me (I'm a little lopsided redface )!
PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:34 pm


Nikolita
I found out recently that a woman's breasts stop growing around the time she hits 20. So there's still hope left for people like me (I'm a little lopsided redface )!
Me too hun. But like I said in the gyno thread there may be another reason for that... *worried*

Chalda


Nikolita
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PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 8:58 pm


Chalda
Nikolita
I found out recently that a woman's breasts stop growing around the time she hits 20. So there's still hope left for people like me (I'm a little lopsided redface )!
Me too hun. But like I said in the gyno thread there may be another reason for that... *worried*

Have you seen a doctor about it yet? *remembers your post*
PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 9:22 pm


Nikolita
Chalda
Nikolita
I found out recently that a woman's breasts stop growing around the time she hits 20. So there's still hope left for people like me (I'm a little lopsided redface )!
Me too hun. But like I said in the gyno thread there may be another reason for that... *worried*

Have you seen a doctor about it yet? *remembers your post*
It needed to be at a specific time in my cycle so I need to try and get an appointment for Friday. I'll let you know.

Chalda


Nikolita
Captain

PostPosted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 9:34 pm


Chalda
Nikolita
Chalda
Nikolita
I found out recently that a woman's breasts stop growing around the time she hits 20. So there's still hope left for people like me (I'm a little lopsided redface )!
Me too hun. But like I said in the gyno thread there may be another reason for that... *worried*

Have you seen a doctor about it yet? *remembers your post*
It needed to be at a specific time in my cycle so I need to try and get an appointment for Friday. I'll let you know.

I was just curious, since you brought it up. But best of luck with it. heart *hopes you're ok*
PostPosted: Fri Dec 09, 2005 5:31 pm


I feel more secure about my chest right now but know I'm still aggrevated with the world. I feel like everyone hates me. It seems like I'm constatly making enemies. A new guy just came and I tried to make friendly conversation and he basically ignored me and did the same thing to my sister. I got excluddes out of a fun activity today. I was a group of people and the guys included all the girls they obviously think look good but they didn't even mention me. I like doing the activity they were doing but I wasn't about to beg. I thought one of them would ask me to join in what they were doing(the guy in my other thread in the relationship forum) but no. I'm mad about that. That's an insult because they don't think I'm good enough!! They chased one girl down because she didn't even want to do it!! I don't even think I look that bad!!! I want to throw something. I've already been having a crappy week and right now I hate girls everyone says is pretty. Even at church the kids don't like me, I know they talk about me and half of them are related to me!!! I feel like cussing someone out.

mangachan


Nikolita
Captain

PostPosted: Fri Dec 09, 2005 8:49 pm


Ignore them. You're better than that. heart Also remember some people are just jerks, and if they're going to ignore you for some pettty reason, then maybe they're not worth getting to know in the first place anyways.
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