ok so there is this "drama" thats been happening in my life lately. well i shouldnt say lately its been going on for a LONG time.
So it all started when my best friend and neighbor jake came over to hangout with me so we were on the subject of crushes he was trying to guess mine and at the time i didnt like him but i just stared into his eyes for a moment and bam i liked him just like tat so i gave him hint that led to him and he had already told me who he liked and tat really wasnt important cuz the girl he liked couldnt date bcuz of her religion. So when he guessed himself i said no pretty much end of that day. So a couple of monthes later i go to my friend tamara's house and we talk a lot and i tell her tat i like jake and she says good for you blah blah and nothing really happens so then i go over next weekend to her house and she tells me she just started liking him too.Which of course made me pretty angry but i smiled and pretended it was okay. So later that night we were talking to him and apparently tamara had already told him that she liked him so it wasnt a secret then tamara had to go help her mom with something so jake asked me (being his best friend and neighbor since kindergarden) if he should ask tamara to be his girlfriend cuz she seemed okay to him which of course made me melt it hurt alot but being stupid and not wanting to hurt either nof my friends (i put them b4 me) i said he should so by the end of that night they were together and i was heart broken.
So three months passed of them being together it was horrible it hurt my heart sooooooo bad so then he tells me he liked me now but he wasnt onna break up with tamara just yet so three days passed they broke up and me and jake got together heart so all was good for me and i didnt feel so bad about tamara since she had already hurt me for three months and 3 weeks passed and tamara told me that jake had told her he had made a mistake (oh and 2 days after tamara broke up with jake she got with this other boy josh) and she felt really bad that is why she had told me rite away and she told me she ddnt care wat he said she loved her new boyfriend josh
so then when she told me that i was heading to disneyland and i wouldnt be near a computer or him for awhile so i told her to tell him we were breaking up even tough i didnt want to... what he said was not rite so i broke up with him
back to now its been 3 weeks since our break up and i cant get over him i still am crushing on him we r still friends we still hangout together (and tamara is still with josh so she got a happy ending) but i just cant get him out of my head i try and i try but he is just stuck there... i guess i just love him...
ill take any suggestion really nothing will hurt me so be as mean as u want haha
So it all started when my best friend and neighbor jake came over to hangout with me so we were on the subject of crushes he was trying to guess mine and at the time i didnt like him but i just stared into his eyes for a moment and bam i liked him just like tat so i gave him hint that led to him and he had already told me who he liked and tat really wasnt important cuz the girl he liked couldnt date bcuz of her religion. So when he guessed himself i said no pretty much end of that day. So a couple of monthes later i go to my friend tamara's house and we talk a lot and i tell her tat i like jake and she says good for you blah blah and nothing really happens so then i go over next weekend to her house and she tells me she just started liking him too.Which of course made me pretty angry but i smiled and pretended it was okay. So later that night we were talking to him and apparently tamara had already told him that she liked him so it wasnt a secret then tamara had to go help her mom with something so jake asked me (being his best friend and neighbor since kindergarden) if he should ask tamara to be his girlfriend cuz she seemed okay to him which of course made me melt it hurt alot but being stupid and not wanting to hurt either nof my friends (i put them b4 me) i said he should so by the end of that night they were together and i was heart broken.
So three months passed of them being together it was horrible it hurt my heart sooooooo bad so then he tells me he liked me now but he wasnt onna break up with tamara just yet so three days passed they broke up and me and jake got together heart so all was good for me and i didnt feel so bad about tamara since she had already hurt me for three months and 3 weeks passed and tamara told me that jake had told her he had made a mistake (oh and 2 days after tamara broke up with jake she got with this other boy josh) and she felt really bad that is why she had told me rite away and she told me she ddnt care wat he said she loved her new boyfriend josh
so then when she told me that i was heading to disneyland and i wouldnt be near a computer or him for awhile so i told her to tell him we were breaking up even tough i didnt want to... what he said was not rite so i broke up with him
back to now its been 3 weeks since our break up and i cant get over him i still am crushing on him we r still friends we still hangout together (and tamara is still with josh so she got a happy ending) but i just cant get him out of my head i try and i try but he is just stuck there... i guess i just love him...
ill take any suggestion really nothing will hurt me so be as mean as u want haha
