Soleq
Nonsensical randomness: life is what you make it. If you're unhappy, just move away, find a new life, and see if that's better. Suicide is a weak man's out.
I have to say I agree and disagree with that. Suicide is simply an extremly drastic coping mechenism. It's not much different in nature from a little child's imaginary friend. Although I do not agree with taking one's life, I also do not agree with children above a certian age being controled (as it sometimes is the case) by their imaginations, to the point where being closed minded and blockheaded starts at such a young age.
Anyways... The mind is a powerful tool in creating happyness. if you have issues with your famialy, take the objective to find a councler, go to your school guidance office, and request a famialy councler. They're payed to spot abuse depression, and nice things like that. If you're life sucks, then (as I do love to say) Shove it up god's a**. If god dosn't want you to live happly, do it anyways and shove it in his face when he has to let you in heaven... if your belive allow for that to actualy happen (You must admit, is an amusing thought). If your beliefs dont follow that, then just think to your self, why am I the only one. Discommunication is far too common these days. I only skimmed your thread, however I still belive that much of what you are going through, is what I have. It's just s**t you have to deal with, and their's no simpler way of doing it. I promise you, no matter what your issue is, someone else has something simmilar or even worse. Overall, The one thing I want to say more than anything else, is to simply to be though through it. Cope. It's all you can do right now. (And I exclude killing your self from the term coping in this sence).