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 Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 4:24 pm
Settling down upon her bed, Final set up her laptop for the first time in ages. Everything seemed to be different now, everything was just...weird in her eyes. For the first time ever, she was typing up just how she felt, and what she was doing right at that moment. Earlier that hour she had tried to find some way to get to know the shop, and was doing pretty well until everyone showed up. Having disappeared, she returned only to find people laughing and having fun, and right than her steps faltered and her stomach dropped. It just wasn't the same, with so many there, she couldn't barge in, and with that, she had returned home, the laughter dying with the distance she summoned.
It made her feel sick, being such the outcast she was, or maybe she wasn't an outcast, she just wanted attention, but it was true, here she was, sitting in her room, when everyone else was down in the shop having a good time with Lord Changeling and Lady Within. Letting out a deep sigh at this, she stopped her typing and looked up to the lights above, her dark hair falling into her eyes as she just tried to get her nerves to calm down. Gasping and jumping, she shook with surprise as a large head settled down on her leg, and she soon connected with the deep eyes of her Yudou, the only dream she couldn't speak to. Tears filtering her gaze, she pushed her laptop to the side and moved to hug Candle, shaking her head and just letting herself hold the Yudou of her dreams, trying to figure out just what to do.
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 4:32 pm
Once Final had been lured into a sleep, Candle found herself turning into the middle of the room, her eyes keen as they looked over the surroundings. The small table, the larger desk, the dresser, the closet, and even the loft-like spot high above, all of the areas soon housed dreams that she had mentally called for. Each one of them looked back at her with wide eyes after searching the form of their owner, and Candle mearly just shook her head to silence them, now was not the time for them to speak and awaken the one before them. Moving back a step as Melantha appeared and sat on the desk, Phyre also joined the other deejarne's side in her posture on the desk chair, both glancing to eachother as Evvy was underneath where the chair would have pushed into place.
'I have called you here today for a dire situation, I am sure you all may have noticed, but Final has been through nothing short but hell these past few months....' Trailing off, Candle looked over her shoulder as the girl they were speaking of shifted her weight, moaning and settling back into a deep slumber, 'Her parents, well...we all know what happened over the weekend, but she was so close to not coming home...we need to do something, we need to help her in some way...we need to bring her out so she is happy again.' Letting that thought linger in the other's minds, Candle turned and moved to curl against the side of the bed like Snickers used to, and just whispered after a moment, '...we are now what she looks foward to...our company...'
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 4:39 pm
Melantha, the fire deejarne of the house, was the first to make any movements, her legs uncurling as she jumped from the desk and walked slowly to Final's side. With hands soft and loving, she brushed back the dark strands from the young girl's face, eyes gentle and a small smile tracing her lips. Turning back, she just nodded to everyone, looking to Phyre for a moment as the other deejarne seemed to feel the idea click in her mind as well. Settling down on her knees, she closed her eyes and spoke in a soft whisper, knowing it wouldn't awaken the slumbering girl.
"...She has had a lot of things happen, but she has always been close with the people of the shop, though I do not understand why she shyed away so like this. I think she gets overwhelmed so easily, she wants to be a part of things, she just cant put herself out there...." Eyes opening, Melantha looked sadly to her hands, before adding with a soft chuckle, "We always wished we could make things easy on her, but this is something she can only fix...though maybe..."
As Melantha trailed off, Phyre leaned back on the desk and looked to the white ceiling, "Maybe we can assiste her in helping herself, finding the carefree girl that we can see but she cannot." Grinning from ear to ear, her eyes glittered as she looked to Candle, who mearly starred blankly back. It was always weird for Phyre to look at Candle as one of the Yudou, the other was just so...cold, and as she got caught in that gaze, she was forced to turn away with a soft shiver, pushing the idea out of her mind that the other was evil.
"I think it might take awhile, but we should use our knowlage to teach her, just like some of her friends are trying to do...she can't really resist us, becuase we are her dreams..." Seeing the others nod silently, Phyre just grinned, and winked to Mel, they had a job to do now. And this time it was personal.
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 4:49 pm
Dear Journal,
It seems as if Final is pulling farther and father back into that shell of hers, and we have no idea how to deal with it. Strangely enough, she acts fine around us, but I always see it, I see it when she just stares into space with the blank hue in her eyes. Well, I guess she will be a work in progress for now, but hopefully she will be happy with what is going on next. Atashi and I both have grown, I am a Night-Terror and she is a Vision, and now we are going into the temple for a family, I really am excited, though I think she is even more. She is great at showing her emotions, and always is happy and accepting, bless her soul. I am so happy to have been able to meet her, I must be the luckest Yudou in Nowhere. This bliss I feel never hinders, it only grows warmer and warmer.
I cannot wait until I finish my journey to nowhere and the temples.
- Candle
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 6:10 pm
Dear Journal,
All of these dreams are so worried about Final, and yet, I feel so left out. Even Hiros has his place in the family, and I am the only one who really is an outcast. It doesnt feel right, to see them all huddled and for me to just be out on my own because of never being Final's dream in the first place. I guess it is just suppose to be like that. I have yet to find myself, and maybe I will do what Melantha did, search no where for myself, or for my family. Oh well, maybe after some sleep it will be easier, until than, I guess I will just write in here to see what I can do.
Soon I will find something, my meaning in life.
- Thor
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Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 6:20 pm
Dear Journal...thingy,
I guess we all must look after Final, and I am sure everyone else is writing this as well, maybe I will look into that question later, but for now, I am going to see what Yudou to pray to for her happiness to come back. She is sound asleep, and it is only a little past 9, I am sure that is very early for her. Usually she doesn't dream until late morning becuase she gets to bed so late. Poor dear. Anyways, I haven't been in nowhere latly, but the other house is very well in tact, surprisingly for the fact that that tidal wave came in...
...must be the work of the Yudous...
- Churry
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 3:46 am
Dear Journal,
I couldn't believe it at first, but everyone started to force me into leaving gaia for a bit, and I had to laugh. All of my dreams notice things others do not, thank goodness, and I guess maybe in the future, they are the ones who I could always goto for kindness and attention, as well as a relaxed atmosphere. I am not going to like, everything is becoming too much for me, people randomly appearing in the thread and it suddenly bouncing pages because of 'randomness' and I am told about it like it is no big thing.
I guess all I need is a break to recharge, so a break I shall have.
- Final
PS: See you all in November!
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