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 Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2008 8:05 pm
"That is why I love you. You have such a kind, beautiful heart." Do I have too kind of a heart? It is my fault that I suffer from this sadness? Someone asked me "But there is a weight lifted off your shoulders, right?" Yes, the weight off my shoulders is gone, but my chest is still heavy. Time and time again, I would always say "Why would someone as amazing as him love me? I really am lucky to have a boyfriend like him!" Really, why would someone as amazing as him love me anyways? It is not suprising that at the end of everything, I found out he used me. "I am still hurt by Vina. I went into this relationship hoping it would help me forget her, but it makes me remember even more. I'm really really sorry. I hope this doesn't change anything between us." Really? Did he say that he was "Sorry"? Did he really think this wouldn't change anything between us? He knew that my first boyfriend dumped me for another girl, and my second boyfriend cheated on me! I really thought the third time would be a charm. "Let's take a break. Okay? I hope that is alright with you." A break from what? This lie called a "relationship"? Fine. We can take a break. "In the future we can start fresh. It's just going to take me some time to heal." He can take all the time in the world, I just want him to be happy. Why is it, that my sadness overcomes my happiness? I want him to be happy, and I will practically do anything to keep him happy, but why do I still feel sad?
Bah, excuse me and my rant you guys. I just needed to get everything out of my head, it's been bugging me.
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Posted: Wed Dec 03, 2008 9:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 4:02 pm
Poor Maria. sad
*hugs*
It's heartbreaking, isn't it? You want the perfect world for someone, even if it wouldn't include you, but in your mind you keep thinking how much you'd like it (which makes you feel terrible)...
I mean, I *think* it seems you feel that.
And I unfortunately know what it feels like.
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 6:21 pm
I KNEW IT! I knew there was a reason I didn't like that guy... him and that slut Vina... stare
I know that I'm probably like way off base here, and people might think "Buzz, you're so insensitive"... but seriously, if my little sister came to me with some story like this... I'd hunt that douche down and ruin him... stare
I'm sorry that he tricked you... that douche ********>
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 3:55 pm
It's okay~ really! >.<
I dunno, it's just going to take me a
bit of time to get over this, that's all.
Hey Buzz, you aren't insensitive at all~
a couple of my friends want to beat him
up too~ ^^;
Thank you guys. <3
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 4:30 pm
We could always snipe him in the face biggrin
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 5:53 pm
Deck Of Jesters We could always snipe him in the face biggrin
people, including Buzz who
want to go and beat his a**.
xD
You guys make me laugh so much~
^^ <3333333
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 6:13 pm
Bring him to the swim meet on the 20th. I'd be happy to say a few choice words to him. ^_^
-huggles Maria-
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 7:44 pm
He shouldn't have used you. We should all beat him over the head. >3
I'm so sorry he did this to you Maria.
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 8:42 pm
That's ******** lame. Curbstomp that b***h.
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Posted: Fri Dec 05, 2008 9:33 pm
Why does everybody think I
should kick his a**? ^^;;;;
Ginji - He wouldn't even visit
me when we were together, what
makes you think he will come and
visit me now? =.=;
Satius - Bah, no need to be sorry. ^^
Photo - I should just get all of you
guys and go beat his a**~ accidently of course.
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Posted: Sat Dec 06, 2008 6:21 am
Perhaps you should do this. twisted
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