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 Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 7:17 pm
Shin nodded in agreement. "Alright, but I would rather decide on what when we get there." It was more fun that way anyway. To have a sweet surprise. He wanted something like rich dark chocolate but with a creme. How could he eat so much anyway? He are so many sweets and other dishes yet the man never gained a pound. His metabolism was a frightening thing.
He begun to smile again. It was true he couldn't be physically a women and even if he could have surgery to change that he didn't want to. It was a complex issue, his inner mind. In the end the real issue was why where men not allowed to dress in dresses and act polite and be petite and pretty? "I don't want to physically be a lady, I don't want to try to physically be a lady. I just want to look beautiful and wear dresses and have the manors of one calls a lady would. Why do so many cultures say men are not allowed to these things? Why should we be forced to feel guilty and called sinners for something so simple? So far.. no gentleman has come to my rescue all my life when I needed one the most. My father wasn't a gentleman. He left my mother because she became ill after she had me. He moved to the US and got married and had children there. He never contacted us and my mother had to contact him to try to get me a place to stay during the time I was in collage. My blood father raped me when I was staying there and nobody saved me from him. Nobody believed me ether. He didn't just do it once. There isn't always a hero, or someone to hold you and wipe your tears. I have only two friends, and they both live together.. And she is not someone I think I could go to to cry to or be held."
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 7:29 pm
The writer frowned. This was why he wrote, things were nicer in his head. "I got rescued once. Just once." he said simply. He didn't elaborate and dropped the train of thought completely. There were bad memories that way, and though Shin seemed to be able to tap into his fairly easily, Myles's demons were best off where he left them, shoved in a mental closet. "Cultures are weird things." he said after a long pause and mental demon-reshoving. "Who decided them? Why? Sometimes I think we'd be better off pretending they weren't there, they're pretty inconvenient. I know plenty of times culture's told me it's not okay to go to the grocery store dressed up like a knight, but what if I want to save my groceries from evil instead of just buy them? What's wrong with that? Nothing! It's just culture finds it kind of weird." He looked upset. "And that's a bummer."
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Posted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 5:14 am
"You did?" That surprised Shin a little, that Myles had needed to be rescued at some point. Then again not that much, it was just now he seemed so strong and confident. Was he not always so upbeat once upon a time? Well people didn't always stay the same. People changed a lot through their lifetime. A year wasn't short, or a month, not even a week. Even if people say it isn't a lot of time it really is. After all in one day you sleep, eat, clean yourself, clean your home, work, have fun, and maybe even go out with a friend or on a date. A lot can happen in a day, your entire life can change in a day and within a week the ripples could have already faded and you as a person become something utterly different as an effect to those large events. "Well its good you where rescued that time. Without that persons actions.. I would be talking to a different Myles and you are good as you are."
The talk of saving groceries from evil sounded a bit silly. It sounded almost like a cute joke but in to a real issue. It was fun, and so the quiet feminine man gave some silent laughter. Even when he spoke or did things out loud his voice was quiet and soft, such a delicate voice as he had was it a surprise he might laugh quietly? "It would be nice if people wouldn't stare if someone looked different then one thinks they should. But I see nothing wrong with it.. choosing to wear what fits you... and who is to say groceries don't need help from evil sometimes too? After all some are pretty harsh to them before they buy it.." He moved his gloved hangs together. "Thank you for cheering me up Myles."
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