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Trust me. Crying has no age limit.

okies im gonna confess something...this is hard

when i was 13 i went on a trip to chicago with my girl scout troup(hahah long story) we were in the park one day when i got lost. i was wondering around and ended up in a bad town it seemed. as i was walking i heard bar people singing their druken songs and i got a little freaked and didnt pay attention to wear i was going. i ended up realizing these druken bar guys were following me i had become frantic and started to walk faster one of the guys ran up to me and grabed my arm he asked were i was going at a time like this and i cried scared i felt his laugh and a smirk was on the other guys faces. that day i was taken advantage of. i was abused and left in an unfimilar city behind some weird building. ive never really trusted guys scince. *cries hard*
i feel better now. cry ive never told this to anyone as a matter of fact my girl scout troop never new. i went to the nearest park and called them from the pay phone that i had fallen off of a tree in the park and that was the reason i wasnt there. perfect excuse, scince i was beat had brusies and looked a mess. plus we were in the park area before they had left me. i asked god for a while if he was mad at me. i cut my hair and began to cut myself to make the memories fade. but it still haunts me. its still comes after me. i can still see their smirks.