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Oh Youtube. You partner a bunch of people because people love them, lots of subscribers, lots of views. Then a nice big handful of them leave. More often than not its because their little internet fame has lit some kind of acting torch or something. W/e they leave, people find other people to watch. Thats fine, it happens. I just dont know why they come back and complain about how many views their videos get, how much drama there is, how there is nothing of quality to watch anymore, and still have the audacity to blame it on someone besides themselves. You leave, people move on. If you were active for a year and kept a lot of subscribers you should be proud. Attention spans are even shorter on the internet and you need to realize that whatever fame and publicity you get you should be ******** grateful for. There are people who go to their subscriptions and hope you post a video even though you haven't in months, those are the people you should be thanking. The people who stuck by after you got some stupid idea that you are 'above' youtube and go out into the world, after asking your subscribers (whom you dont care about anymore) for donations to fund your moving across country, and try to make something 'better' and end up failing. When you come crawling back to youtube be thankful you still get any views.

Maybe even beg your subscribers for some more money, so you can buy yourself a nice big piece of humble pie.

I won't lie to you Meru, I got bored halfway through... about halfway through really... and I had forgotten everything that I had read while I was moving the cursor towards the 'back' button.

So, what I'm trying to say is, that was HORRIBLY boring.

I...don't get it.