How can I be lost? In remembrance I relive...
I wrote this back in 1998 when I was going though a very bad patch in my life at the time I thought I would never see the light again...clearly and thankfully I was wrong about that. Anyway enjoy.
Breathing deep as I can no longer see,
Blood has stained my eyes red with all my misery
While I sit beneath the walls covered with flesh and stone
Will I be forever cursed to live this life alone
As I touch and feel the cold stone waiting for the day
When I'll finally get the courage to take my life away
I am tainted with the sweet smell of the blood that I have drawn
Scars up and down my arms haunt me every dawn
As the sun rises I see them ripped across my skin
Knowing that when it sets I'll only start again
Horrors and shadows as they run across my soul
Can't last much longer before it begins to take it's toll
So I take the razor and slowly it begins to slide
Please remember my last words
For this is when I died.
Breathing deep as I can no longer see,
Blood has stained my eyes red with all my misery
While I sit beneath the walls covered with flesh and stone
Will I be forever cursed to live this life alone
As I touch and feel the cold stone waiting for the day
When I'll finally get the courage to take my life away
I am tainted with the sweet smell of the blood that I have drawn
Scars up and down my arms haunt me every dawn
As the sun rises I see them ripped across my skin
Knowing that when it sets I'll only start again
Horrors and shadows as they run across my soul
Can't last much longer before it begins to take it's toll
So I take the razor and slowly it begins to slide
Please remember my last words
For this is when I died.
And how can I blame you When it's me I can't forgive?
