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So one of my friends, who I thought was a verry good friend I could count on, is sooo lying to me, either that or he lied last year. I do a charity walk for the type of cancer I had every year and last year it was in September and he said it was a family members birthday, this year the walks in October and its the same family members birthday again.... So either somehow this family member was born on 2 diffrent days in 2 differnt months or Ive been lied to, I think its the latter one. This kinda hurts my feelings, seeing as how another friend of mine wont go cause he would rather work. His boss is his friend, he already said he could get the day off and support me but now he says he has to work even though another friend who knows his boss says his boss said ok to the day off but he turned it down cause he'd rather work.
Kinda ******** off huh?

the thing is me and my friends never do the whole walk, we end up going a different way and just go to Starbucks and hang out and all my friends know this. The guy who has to work was there last year and he had a blast cause we just sit and eat free food, blow up baloons, hang out and have fun. And the other one with the family birthdays just found out the girl he likes might be there so now, magicly, hes not needed at home that night for the birthday anymore. He was like, oh, call me when and if she gets there and then I'll see if I can come. I didnt think my friends were this shallow.

Yup, Im getting so sick of some of the people who are sapossed to be my friends. One of my good guys friends Richard is doing coke, lauren is pregnant, sleeping in parks, and doing E and meth now, fuzz is always making excuses not to come see me and Scott and he never calls us either, another one of our friends only shows up when he knows Scott has weed, one of my old friends who I started seeing again recently is completely ignoring my phone calls and messages(for no reason at all), I also have another friend comletely ignoring me too, and another good friend of both mine and scotts is ditching us for a diffrent friend of mine and scotts. It sucks. Im starting to realize I need some new friends cause all of my California friends, except for 4 people I can think of, are just not good friends. A friend is sapossed to be there for you, and help you, and not lie to you or use you. Sara, Rueben, Angie, and Charlie are the only people I hang out with on a regular basis that accually apreciate me as a friend and are willing to go out of there way to hang out with me and Scott. Even though I havnt seen Angie in awhile cause niether of us have cars. I wish you and Josh lived a wee bit closer, you 2 are good friends.

That would be sooo awsome. I cant wait.