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I might be moving back to Va....in Jan. I do not know yet. It is still up in the air. I dont want to leave my poor Labiy. But I may have to. She will be comming down to stay with me in about a year and a half. But that does not make it any easier. I feel soory for her. I know it will be hard. But I love her, and I willl still alk to her, call her and send her emails as often as I can. But it will be strange goiong back to not holding her in my arms. Or not being there when she is sad,or sick. Not being able to rub her shoulders to make her relax. It makes me sad to think of all the things that I will miss. BUt I just can niot help but this that it will make it better. Cause I can get a job down there, and then work on getting a car, licsense, and insur. I can he,p us live better in so many ways. and I keep telling her that I plan to visit as often as I can. But it still makes her cry. and I fell sorry for that. But I cant help it. I do not want to go. But at this point it seems like that is my best opinion/ And there only reason I want to wait to Jan. is so that we can spend time together before she has to go back to school.


I feel so sad and depressed right now.

there might be. But this one I can work to help us for later

hey...sometimes ya got to do something ya dun wanna do for a while. but this will help to make it better later. Right?.... crying