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 Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 5:36 am
So, this year everything changed for the worst. Well, it's only my mom. >.>
She refuses to leave me alone. I can't do anything i want anymore because I "should" be studying for some test that doesn't exist. -.-
And even if I get a good grade she still yells at me and says I could have gotten better, but really, I don't care.
I could care less about college, test grades or the future.
But my mom doesn't get that.
-.-
The only reason why I even go to school and get good grades is for her.
Now my mom's treatening to throw me out of the house for having an "attitude". Anyone that knows me knows that i've never talked back to an adult in my ENTIRE LIFE.
I have no idea where she's getting this "attitude" story from. Whenever she tells me to do something I do it without complaining and that's been going on for 14 freakin years. -.- Why am I hearing that I have an "attitude" now?
I'm completly tired of her. She's made me almost commit suicide on several occassions and now she's driving me up the wall about "my life with my father and that I sould go live with him".
The thing is she thinks that I have a future and something that I want to be, and i don't. >.> i just refuse to live with him because then his bitchy girlfriend would win and take me away from my mom like she planned.
Really, I'd be dead before I set a foot anywhere near my father's house and i'm pretty serious about that. I've made up my mind long ago that I was going to kill myself as soon as I'm out if high school, but I guess that might be happening sooner than I thought.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 2:04 pm
....D:
No! No. Just no! Don't commit something like that! EVER!!
NO! Your mom may be over controlling or something I don't know.
Don't be a coward and just kill yourself. That's a wrong road to go!
You won't go anywhere good after that! Suicide is what people do when they think it can escape there life. No! I had a friend almost commit suicide. I don't want that to happen to anyone or wish that upoun them!
I don't know about what to say for your mom ,but killing yourself won't make anything better! Just don't do that or have someone to kill you! LIVE!
LIVE! LIVE! Freaking live life!
You shocked me when you said kill yourself. If you haven't noticed >.>
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ColorfullyDarkCrayons Crew
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 2:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 2:43 pm
No problem. ^-^
I know I already said this ,but please just don't. What is the point in killing yourself? Just to get away from it all? If so that is really a poor choice.
Your life should be cherished. Taken as the greatest present you were ever given! The people who kill themselves are cowards. People who don't stick up for themselves. Not saying you are but, other people who do that are. Most of them are more likely to go to hell. Not saying you will. I'm a Christian,..and I want you to go to heaven at old age and stuff. =]
I feel guilt knowing that you might be sent to hell and never have peace.
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ColorfullyDarkCrayons Crew
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 4:05 pm
ah, well... ><"
I'm a really confusing person.
I act differently all the time and i don't really know what to think i guess.
I think i have different sides to me. The side that's happy and the side that isn't.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 4:18 pm
I think everyone has two sides to them.
Mine are the love able goofball that makes you feel good.
Or the easily angered girl that wants to bite a gingerbread's head off.
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ColorfullyDarkCrayons Crew
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Posted: Thu Oct 16, 2008 2:03 pm
xD
I have an angst side,
a normal side
and a super hypi side. xDD
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Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 8:29 pm
There really isn't a real definition to normal to me. I say just natural.
Yes, I must admit I got to say it. You are angsty at times. Hmmm,..what am I like at times? You can be mean about it too~ I don't mind XD
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ColorfullyDarkCrayons Crew
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Posted: Tue Dec 16, 2008 3:17 pm
Well, it's sorta hard to tell if your serious or not, but your mostly the same all the time. xD i envy u. ;o
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Posted: Sun Jan 25, 2009 5:08 pm
I'm serious when I'm upset. Like that computer thing. I hate it when people remind me off it.
Yes,.. I'm just happy cause I like living and being a chirstian. I feel happy knowing things and all. That's how come I'm happy. c:
At Channel 57 at about 11:00a.m on sunday. My pastor preaches. Just to let you know. >>
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ColorfullyDarkCrayons Crew
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Posted: Fri Jun 26, 2009 2:54 pm
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