I've thought a lot about this, and it's very true.
Social situations are overly-awkward for me.
A lot more awkward then they should be, probably.
I always say really mean things to people, even if I have nothing against them.
I call my friends names and pass it off as just playing around even though I repeat myself a lot.
I never know the right things to say to people. And I hurt a lot of people with my words.
I guess since I've realized that I do it a lot I've stopped doing it as much.
When I was a little girl I was always really shy. I was teased and made fun of regularly. I was what they referred to as "emotionally disturbed". Whenever someone sad something that had even the slightest bit of anger towards me or even looked at me and seemed someone angry or upset with me I would hide myself and cry. Which didn't really help the getting teased part.
I only had a few friends throughout elementary school and I don't even talk to most of those people now.
I just never really learned how to act around people. It's not like my parents didn't teach me... because they can't. It's something that you have to learn to do by yourself.
I just can't do it. I'm always a jerk to people. People constantly think that I hate them.
Random people will just ask "Why do you hate me?" and I'll tell them that I don't and they won't believe me.
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Social situations are overly-awkward for me.
A lot more awkward then they should be, probably.
I always say really mean things to people, even if I have nothing against them.
I call my friends names and pass it off as just playing around even though I repeat myself a lot.
I never know the right things to say to people. And I hurt a lot of people with my words.
I guess since I've realized that I do it a lot I've stopped doing it as much.
When I was a little girl I was always really shy. I was teased and made fun of regularly. I was what they referred to as "emotionally disturbed". Whenever someone sad something that had even the slightest bit of anger towards me or even looked at me and seemed someone angry or upset with me I would hide myself and cry. Which didn't really help the getting teased part.
I only had a few friends throughout elementary school and I don't even talk to most of those people now.
I just never really learned how to act around people. It's not like my parents didn't teach me... because they can't. It's something that you have to learn to do by yourself.
I just can't do it. I'm always a jerk to people. People constantly think that I hate them.
Random people will just ask "Why do you hate me?" and I'll tell them that I don't and they won't believe me.
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