Worst day ever. No kidding! Yes, it was in fact, worse than yesterday. I know I say that every day. What? You're mad at me now? Just shut the h up, if I want your opinion I'll ask...
Sorry, that ya had to see that... its just that he... he doesn't have a name yet, just likes to jump into my commemts whenever I'm alone and quiet, like now.
I decided that I might as well do something while Kuta's alseep. Man, who knew people need that much sleep? I mean... seriously. And, for a girl who can't be woken up by thunder, I stub my toe and she pops up and glares at me.
Not terrifying, but the look makes ya nervous. So, I guess I'll just rant some more and hope that I don't end up getting so bored that I fall asleep again. That never works out well. Somehow, I always end up either intruding on Kuta's memories or her dreams. Heck, I did not want to know how she feels about - what's his name - I forget.
Or worse, I end up in Chase's head. And he knows it too! I mean, its one thing to get physically punched by the guy, but mentally? That's even worse. Well, he doesn't actually beat me up mentally, but getting that entagled in his emotions... or lack of anything other than dry anger. I mean, I understand that his brother was beaten to death in front of him but... maybe I shouldn't have told ya that, he doesn't know that I know that, if he finds out... well, it'll hurt a lot and for a long time - okay, maybe not that long.
Okay, back to my day... what else to say besides, I got my a** kicked by Rexs again. Okay, so I heal quick, that does not mean that I like to have limbs lobbed off. Seriously! It hurts like h**l.
Yes, I know its a rant. Yes, I know i should shut up before someone finds out... hey, no one else can read this!!! I highly doubt Chase does! What? Do you really think letters fly around and rearrange themselves so that he can understand them? That's crazy! What was that low blow? Like I want to heal quick! ...
Cutting out before I go even crazier. I have got to think of a name for this guy.
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Date: I'm guessing sometime during the temprid period... I really need to learn the season is his godsforsaken h**lhole.
Chalk up one more reason in the "reasons I hate life" list. People in general. Really, people are annoying creatures. I mean, sometimes they can be fine, but really, do I care about what the h**l they do with their lives? No!
example, Kuta. That girl... guy... it, I will call Kuta an 'it' from now on because really, I am not quite sure what goes on in its head. Sometimes its femine, sometimes its masculane. Sometimes, its somewhere inbetween. And its moody.
Gods strike me if I'm wrong but there was a reason I lived in the Edge. There were no people to mess with my d**n head/heart/body in general! But, do Dairvin or Kuta believe me? H**l no! They think I'm just a little bit cranky because I lost a match this morning/afternoon/third one at some time I'm not really sure about.
So, they decide to make it their personal missions to make me smile. Drasta ismylia li'chia I don't care! Just let me rot in my lone h**lhole in peace can't they?
No! They can't. Its not like they don't have their own miseries to deal with, but they decide they won't let me fume in peace and quiet!
What the h**l is it going to take to get some tyli'dian peace and quiet in this place? Please, I'll do anything!
