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 Posted: Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:07 pm
Fuyu blinked in confusion, his red eye catching the light and glinting, at Syai's words. Forget the past? How could someone simply forget what had already passed? It certainly was not that easy for him. Forgetting was never even an option.
'You know what time is it, don't you?'
The harsh words of the past suddenly dug into Fuyu's mind, momentarily blocking out Syai and filling his senses with the sharp tang of fear and pain. Fuyu mentally cringed and reared his mind back to the present.
He chuckled lightly and replied, "I suppose I should have guessed that Demo would like it." He lay down beside Syai so that there was about an inch of space between them. He didn't want to crowd him in his own home, and yet, didn't want to appear uncomfortable with him. After a breath of internal debate, he gave Syai a gentle smile and opened the book.
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Posted: Fri Jan 30, 2009 1:52 am
Syai sensed at that moment fuyu became alittle tense so he tried to explain what he ment by forgetting, " My past was terrible fuyu , and when it is horrible and terrible and bad things happen , people often forget the happy memories they had, The book is full of all the experiences that happened to me , the good and the bad, i can never forget all the bad memories they haunt me every night of every day , but that book remind me of all the good memories i forgot while remembering the bad, then the bad dont see so bad when i try to remember the good in my life " he licks fuyus cheek as he opens the book
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 6:52 am
Syai's words made Fuyu blink in puzzlement. Happy memories? He felt a pang of bitterness strike him in the heart. There were no happy memories for him. They were overshadowed by the truths he learned later, turning them into mockeries of his innocence and trust. Happiness was an illusion, he'd learned.
Outwardly, he nodded thoughtfully at Syai and murmured, "Yes, I suppose that is true for most people. But what if there are no happy memories? What do you do then?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 8:15 am
" remember the bad one's over and over untill you become so strong that the bad memories no longer hurt you. it takes alot of time , but if you truly dont waant to hurt you have to make it so your mind isnt so weak. " syai looked out at the small window on the far side of the room as s blueish shine from the moon burst through hitting the blank ground of syai's room as he begins to remember tribal sounds and ranging fire's
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Posted: Sat Jan 31, 2009 2:02 pm
Fuyu's eyes darkened and an almost uncontrollable anger welled within him. The room suddenly became icy cold, frost growing on the window panes. He let out a shaky breath and the anger vanished. He sagged, empty of all emotion for a second. He took another breath, the room returned to its regular temperature, and he looked down at his paws. He opened his mouth and spoke in soft whispers, as if to himself. If Syai had been any farther away from him, he wouldn't have heard Fuyu's next words. "I see. Of course you're right. Weak."
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Posted: Sun Feb 01, 2009 5:45 pm
" sorry fuyu , i didnt mean to upset you, i know your strong willed , You have a bad past i understand that, some scars will never heal. that i know only two well " syai's mind and eye just went blank as he was staring into space as his word echoed through his mind, nothing could reach him as he spun of into a trans and all he could say over and over was "never heal, why do they never heal. " afew moments had part as still he looked as if no life had returned to his eyes as he kept staring into nothing
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 2:32 pm
Fuyu blinked out of his daze when he realized that Syai was repeating himself. He looked over his paws at his fiery friend and raised a delicate eyebrow. "Syai?" he asked quietly. "Are you okay?" His voice seemed to echo in the silence of the room and he crossed his paws self-consciously before uncrossing them and poking Syai in the side gently. "Syai?"
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Posted: Sat Feb 07, 2009 2:59 pm
In syai's mind he new fuyu was the but , he just couldnt see, it got to the point where his eyes lost there color, and everything around him was going black , still whispering and mumbling now " Healing, never healing. why? heal never " as he mumbles the words they begin to get all muffled, he tilts his head from side to side in a kind of tick toking of a clock motion but slightly slower. the flash back begin and his mumbling get worse "why.. swhkwi the FIRE! jebowj heal kori why ?" shouting some of the words out loudly going more into a trans state.
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 1:35 pm
Fuyu watched his friend anxiously, concern and worry beginning to gnaw and twist in his stomach. He waited another few seconds to see if anything would happen, but only grew more panicked when nothing did. He reached over and blew a breath of icy cold air on the back of Syai's neck. Most people jumped in surprise whenever he did that, no matter how spaced they were.
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 1:45 pm
Syai felt a cool sparkling air on his back and it began to make him cold , He awoke out of his spacey slumber and shook his head Heating himself up , he glanced over at fuyu " Hmm ? what you chill me for ? what was i doing. ?"
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Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2009 3:09 pm
Fuyu blinked, the concern in his mismatched eyes nearly overshadowed by relief. "Syai? Are you alright?" he asked anxiously. "You sort of spaced out and repeated yourself for a few minutes." He reached over to lay his paw on one of Syai's in concern.
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Posted: Wed Apr 08, 2009 2:35 am
Syai turned and looked at fuyu, placing is other paw ontop of his "I am . fine my sweet fuyu, really. " He looked alittle dazed and lay his head down on the bed as he closed his eye "i am just tired is all " not wanting fuyu to worry to much he went to sleep, that way he wouldnt have to confront him about what just happened.
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