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 Posted: Tue Jan 18, 2005 1:14 pm
well uhhh....
i have had a first kiss. and a second... and yeah.
but anyway, i am open if anyone wants to talk or share anything. i like to cuddle and talk.
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Posted: Tue Jan 18, 2005 2:02 pm
o.O i actually met Ragnar when i was gunna like.. kill myself that night >.>; decided to put a post in the gaia personals *yes, we've been together for -that- long* and when i met him i decided to postpone gun + face techniques of making life end
<.<;;
and that postponing eventually went to unthinkable when i fell in love with the boy the second day i talked to him..
sooo unsuspectedly love will find everyone *pokes inscriv* even you!
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Posted: Tue Jan 18, 2005 2:20 pm
someone is ment for ya. never leave hope. that person may be around the next corner.
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 3:10 am
Zan07 someone is ment for ya. never leave hope. that person may be around the next corner. Hmm... sounds like something I would've said. I'm kinda in the same boat, too. It doesn't seem like anybody in my area is willing to even accept someone like me... my looks or my personality. Personally speaking, as much as it may seem that there is really no hope for someone like me, I keep going. I'm always hoping that there's someone out there... anywhere... will accept this one. There is, I know it... it's just a matter of being patient enough to find that special place or person. Don't give up. There is more hope than you know. ^_^
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 3:51 am
Gah...
I know how it feels. Rather than being loved by anyone, all I get is glares and strange looks... or rude comments. I hate it because I don't even DO ANYTHING to deserve it, they just think they can treat me like s**t because I'm fat... and they're WRONG.
I want love, but they can just find me... I've tried looking, and it never worked out.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 7:23 am
.skeechuu Gah... I know how it feels. Rather than being loved by anyone, all I get is glares and strange looks... or rude comments. I hate it because I don't even DO ANYTHING to deserve it, they just think they can treat me like s**t because I'm fat... and they're WRONG. I want love, but they can just find me... I've tried looking, and it never worked out. That's unfortunate that people feel it is acceptable to gawk at you simply because you have a larger than 'average' *and I use that term how slim folk would use it because to them THEIR idea of 'average' and ours is much different*. I've had a couple of people make snide remarks in the past but usually I've had other people rise up to defend me, so I've never had to say anything. For the most part I've encountered open minded people who don't base worth on a person's physical appearance or they appreciate a heavy set lass such as myself, but I have a friend who has had constant insults thrown her way because she's big and I don't think that's right...big is beautiful damnit!
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 8:32 am
Inscriven Jinnari You don't live in Southern Virginia, do ya? :sweat Or Near Riverside, CA? ninja wow....i just have to say this out loud....you live rather close to me....i'm surprised....no one lives near me....but i should most likely stick to topic.....their all right sweety....i used to look and hope and long to have some who would love me and i could love as well and i got around 6 guys in my first semester of high school all looking for sex....losing my virginity was the worst experience in my entire life....but while i was love hunting i was talking to a very good friend over the internet who i later found out loves me and i love him too....we are having a happy long distant relationship since the end of september....my true love was right in front of me but i never noticed....maybe something like that is in your case or maybe God has someone amazing in mind for you if you can only wait for him to give that special guy to you....just be patient and understand the longer you wait the better the guy....
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 8:36 am
*makes a rude comment at .skeechuu* <3
stop looking for love and itll come to you. thats the best advice i have to give.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 8:42 am
The_Irkin_Army o.O i actually met Ragnar when i was gunna like.. kill myself that night >.>; decided to put a post in the gaia personals *yes, we've been together for -that- long* and when i met him i decided to postpone gun + face techniques of making life end
<.<;;
and that postponing eventually went to unthinkable when i fell in love with the boy the second day i talked to him..
sooo unsuspectedly love will find everyone *pokes inscriv* even you! i relate a little easier with you....the first 10days of the relationship i'm in now was spent over the phone for five minutes because i was in a mental hosiptal....i have tried to kill myself since because i have him in my life...i would suggest we talk sometime but thats only if your up for it and you get this pm....
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 9:43 am
onlyateardropaway The_Irkin_Army o.O i actually met Ragnar when i was gunna like.. kill myself that night >.>; decided to put a post in the gaia personals *yes, we've been together for -that- long* and when i met him i decided to postpone gun + face techniques of making life end
<.<;;
and that postponing eventually went to unthinkable when i fell in love with the boy the second day i talked to him..
sooo unsuspectedly love will find everyone *pokes inscriv* even you! i relate a little easier with you....the first 10days of the relationship i'm in now was spent over the phone for five minutes because i was in a mental hosiptal....i have tried to kill myself since because i have him in my life...i would suggest we talk sometime but thats only if your up for it and you get this pm....
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 12:35 pm
Unreachable_star lately i have been feeling really down. its like no one near where i live likes big girls and i just wanna feel romanticly loved by someone. i want to be wanted instead of left, alone, wanting. ..::advice or comments plz::.. I can't say I have advice but just keep looking you'll find someone or they'll find you, I'm some what in the same boat as you except , I'm a FA and well alot of people around me don't like me for that so sweatdrop . All in due time , there's at least someone out there for you , I know it 3nodding .
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 1:02 pm
well, Greg and I used to be just friends. And just when i was about to become personal with my moms big a** knives, I started falling in love with him. I would be like wellll....i'll do it tomorrow. Then have an absolutely wonderful chat with him and not feel like doing it. Then, on October 12th, 2004, I asked him out! And havent even THOUGHT about it since then. I used to mull over it all the time. I'm actaully happy now....*knocks on wood* not a feeling i'm acustomed to.
isn't it amazing how humans are creatures who feed off love and attention, yet those same feelings that nurture us feel so foreign?
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 5:31 pm
maggie_mae i heart the website okcupid.com. it's how i met my current boyfriend. it's free, and it's got a really interesting matching system. and you'd be surprised how many guys who aren't obnoxious assholes. granted every so often i get a message of "nice tits. gimme naked pix," but those are easy enough to delete and ignore.
it's time to play with my cat. he's started tearing through my garage can. hee. "Suppose you've been dating someone for a year, and they're slowly getting fat. Does this romance have long-term potential?" neutral It isn't obvious?
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 7:12 pm
Shogun Gari maggie_mae i heart the website okcupid.com. it's how i met my current boyfriend. it's free, and it's got a really interesting matching system. and you'd be surprised how many guys who aren't obnoxious assholes. granted every so often i get a message of "nice tits. gimme naked pix," but those are easy enough to delete and ignore.
it's time to play with my cat. he's started tearing through my garage can. hee. "Suppose you've been dating someone for a year, and they're slowly getting fat. Does this romance have long-term potential?" neutral It isn't obvious?
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Posted: Fri Feb 04, 2005 2:38 am
.skeechuu Shogun Gari maggie_mae i heart the website okcupid.com. it's how i met my current boyfriend. it's free, and it's got a really interesting matching system. and you'd be surprised how many guys who aren't obnoxious assholes. granted every so often i get a message of "nice tits. gimme naked pix," but those are easy enough to delete and ignore.
it's time to play with my cat. he's started tearing through my garage can. hee. "Suppose you've been dating someone for a year, and they're slowly getting fat. Does this romance have long-term potential?" neutral It isn't obvious? Did I say something?
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