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PostPosted: Thu Aug 21, 2008 2:04 am


finally made that woman proud because she loves what i grew up to be
but she has no idea the monster thats hidden inside of me
growin up the way i did she gave me love and did her best
but there was some bad times in life and it's hard to live through these ******** the rest cuz the only two people the really cared was my parent's
tried to give me the world but they couldnt afford it cuz it wasnt on clearence
followed in the wrong foot steps, lucky i diddnt get a sentence
very few teachers gave a ******** if i could write a full sentence
i was barely makin it but very few helped me when s**t got tense
all i gave my heart to only left it in more pieces
left me hanging and if it wasnt on purpose it's cause there existence ceases
knives and pieces, ******** peace it was all about drug's money and respect
no crying at funerals cuz it was nothing we diddnt expect
no pointed fingers cuz all of us are a ******** all these dreams cuz they all fall apart before they take affect
no matter what we do we wont ever trully be happy
no point in tryin anymore, cuz it all end's in scrapping
all your friends in the end leave you in some way
locked up, dead or just abandon, but ******** it they all just got in the way
the barrio blind's you and you cant see till it's to late
in a hurry to grow up, lovin life till there one in someone brain
wish i woulda stay'd away
but livin life was fun when the gun stay'd at my waist



life's a waste, death comes before we get a taste
the good comes quick and leaves just as fast as it came
but the bad comes and stay's
never go's away
for ever nice thing that happened to me
the bad comes times 3
workin so hard for the title of simply bein a G
tryin to convince this world, that this is really me
toward's the end you relize that what you were in there eye's
dont mean s**t cuz all along, what matter was always by your side


sorry all the loved ones that really cared
to the ones still here i thank god your still here
hope god can still hear so he can show you how i feel
hope god can convince me that my inner devil aint real
you see my good sides when all the world see's the bad
when u see me you see happy, all everyone else see's is mad
life aint that bad, and you try and show me that
thing's could be better if i go down the right path
but i chose my own and i gotta live with this
but forever i am thankful, for accepting what i did
and forever i am grateful for what you guy's give
so glad i made you proud, just wish it was a great enough gift
PostPosted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 2:34 am


is this what i need for this s**t to fit
i need to justify every word i spit
one ******** word and i get critisizm from some ******** hypacrit
is he a ***** or a ******, iono if im qualified for ******** the gates to heaven cuz i dont wanna live on
death is inevitable so go on and searh for your road to zion
like bob marley i got the heart of a lion, but a buffalo soldier i am not
light skin rep the brown hope i dont get caught
up in some bull s**t with these bull s**t cops
wanna be juras and foo's claimin to be the law but they are not
yall can go ahead and be on your path
but one day your gonna feel the wrath
the man aint just white, he can be black
one word can descibe all, no matter the color on there back
racism isnt our problem its ignorance
its this single reason we need to PROVE our innocence
born and raised to run amok and be up to no good
it's there fault that were all stuck in the hood
stuck sellin the ******** out these illegal drugs
and just to make money they make it illegal so they can lock us up
you see nothin but sstruggle and our difference
but both of our struggles arent much diferent
a word can mean alot dont think its just aimed at you
were all the same, black, white brown yellow, crip blood, king queen, norte Y sur
what im tryin to say ese is u aint alone
everyones discriminated against no matter what race sits on the throne
this aint the pin you dont rep your kind
on the outside world it everyone man for him self in these ******** up times

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PostPosted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 12:09 pm


yo dhat was deep s0n
PostPosted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 10:58 am


SpAdeZIzALBoUtMoNey
yo dhat was deep s0n
which one?

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PostPosted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 12:02 pm


lil puppet x3
SpAdeZIzALBoUtMoNey
yo dhat was deep s0n
which one?
both
PostPosted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 1:38 pm


SpAdeZIzALBoUtMoNey
lil puppet x3
SpAdeZIzALBoUtMoNey
yo dhat was deep s0n
which one?
both

orale... thanx homie. glad to know more than one person actually reads what i write...

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PostPosted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 3:25 pm


i read. just didn't respond.
PostPosted: Thu Aug 28, 2008 2:59 am


well responses would be nice

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PostPosted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 12:38 am


I know you know, it might be hard but it's not too late to go down the right path,
Every action is life's abstract equational math, actions add up in stacks,
I believe there is morality and immorality,
Just because theres no solid proof it exists, doesn't mean it doesn't,
If you say you're doing it to survive and not because you want to,
Take every oportunity you have or look for oportunity morally,
I understand money and food are necessity, but work hard excessively,
And you might find what you're looking for, it's not going to be easy,
Personality, looks, history, perception, ability and morals,
Sad to say, everyone is shallow in some way, you got to be oral,
Accept what you've done, but you don't have to always choose something and always be that and live with it,
Work hard at it, change your mind, fool yourself, change yourself to conform to society, maybe you'll eventually become what you've fooled yourself into being, it's not definite,
If you're living to survive, then swallow your pride and tongue for certain things like jobs,
Get angry and you'll be booted quickly, remain calm,
I don't think money buys you hapiness, but it is needed to survive,
Even if I don't have anyone, I'm still gratefull I'm alive,
I'm gratefull for every person and what I have in my life and I'm happy,
Take advantage of societies supposed rules and shallowness, you know,
That doesn't mean that you don't mean what you say though,
We all got to prove our innocence, but no one is really innocent,
Humans often don't like to be pointed out that they're wrong,
We all try to justify a lot of the things we do, I'm no exception and so are you,
If someone murdered someone for fun, would you say it wasn't their fault?
The intention and motive matters, but what if it was dubbed ok and right to murder someone for fun, morality locked up in vault,
We're all hypocritical at times, we all do something when it's convenient, but hypocritical or not, it doesn't mean what a person says is wrong or right,

Alchohol + Drugs = Loss of health = Loss of concentration = Loss of education = Loss of oportunity = Shortened life = Not a lot of time to see people you care about
Selling, buying drugs, killing, assault = Jail
Criminal record + Contineous breaking law = Less chance of getting an honest job, but not impossible, don't give up, if you choose this, then the less chance of jail and you don't have to sell drugs
Doing drugs = Hurts your health
Overeating fastfood = Hurts your health
Smoking drugs = Hurts your health
Selling drugs = Hurting peoples' health
Selling fast food = Hurting peoples' health
Selling cigarettes = Hurting peoples' health

Government is hypocritical, yes, that doesn't erase the fact that some drugs and cigarettes are way more harmfull than fast food,
Draw support from friends when you're in it deep,
Keep fighting, search and see,
Never give up even when you find nothing,
Stick around awhile and you'll find atleast something,
Maybe it's been there all along, you just never noticed,
It's only too late when you've given up and you're at your deathbed,
Theres tests, trials, hapiness, what's said and isn't said,
We live to die? No, we live and then we die,
We're all victims of something, we all feel, we're all judged by our actions,
We're all perpetrators, we sometimes judge, we hurt someone by the slightest actions, not everything is as it is,
Cops, gangs, rich, poor, we're all the same as humans,
That doesn't mean someone intentionally hurts people, but sometimes they just do,
What someone says is not necesarily what someone thinks, what someone thinks isn't necesarily what they say, what someone says is not necesarily what someone means, what someone does might not be intention, what someone doesn't do might not be intentional, what someone says can be what they think and do,
Someone could know they're hypocritical yet not publically announce it,
Hurt your head? Mine too, so I take some things more at face-value,
Just like what you are doing now,
Friends don't always leave, they may leave to move, drift apart, die, not talk to you,
That doesn't mean you aren't friends anymore foo,

I'm hypocritical by saying this because I'm often lazy in a lot of things too, but just because I am, doesn't mean what I say isn't right.

I think the secret to being happy is to be content with what you have and who you are but it doesn't hurt to change if you want to change and that doesn't mean there isn't room for more and some things are necessary to survive.

Yeah a lot of these don't rhyme. D:

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