Chalda
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That is a nice poem. As far as the trust factor I don't even trust my family. nor any of my friends. No one. it is safe that way.
Also a little up date.
I did have a GF once and it was the worst thing I have ever done! It confirmed all my beliefs. She still harasses me months after I Dumped her
As I said this may work for you now but might not work for you in the future. Do what ever makes you happiest. So if this way starts to hurt more then the other way it would be to trust then go with that.Basically what happened about a year ago, was I told this girl about these views I have, then she said why not give a relationship a chance, Well she wasn't hard on the eyes and she had a crush on me so I decided to go out with her. and she turned out to clingly, insecure, and ruled by her emotional. She embrassed me to no end. And the sad fact is when I see her in public she still trys to draw attention to herself and me by screaming "you dirty rat b*****d" at the top of her lungs and starts crying.
After this all my preivous belief have been jusified and thus I want to live alone.