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 Posted: Sun Jul 13, 2008 7:53 am
So have something on your mind that you want to talk about? Just want to go and rant about something and get feedback?
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Posted: Thu Jul 17, 2008 11:12 pm
Why is it that life looks so simple but it's really complicated? I mean, you find love, and then it turns away. It's not the matter of whether you loved them or if they loved you, it's that things can change instantly for no reason. Life can flash, change, maneuver around these simply things, you have to guide yourself through it instead of around it. Honestly it's confusing, makes you think the world is strange, that in one case it belongs and in another it seems to be not allowed. It can change unexpectedly, seem so small yet it is so large. Life itself is confusing, trying to figure love into your life can be more confusing.
I don't know why I'm suddenly just thinking like this, it may be the fact that I'm tired as hell, just watched a good movie that kinda pointed this things out (The Prestige if you must know) or the fact that I've worked 61 hours within the last 8 days and tomorrow is my one day off this week. Yeah, no just tired...
any way, I live this open to your thoughts on life...
~the tired and overworked shadow...
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Posted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 12:05 am
You know... sometimes I think we'll never know the answer to that. Maybe this is just some sick game somebody is conducting, like we're the pieces on a chess board. Who knows? Love is painful, but it's also a gift. Maybe that's our goal in this thing called "life." Others may disagree. Maybe we were meant for vengeance, terror and harassment.. only to be smitten down by some unseen force. It is truly hard to answer a question such as that.
I used to think everything I go through is just a dream. Like I'm trapped in some kind of odd dimension that I'll never be able to escape... and in reality, I think that's true. Sure, we found outer space... we discovered we aren't the center of the universe. Every single planet does not revolve around us as we thought earlier. That, in itself is a victory... but can we ever really get away from this place? Possibly. One day, when our children have children and their children have children... if our species remains here, maybe there will be a slight possibility.
Back to the love thing. I think it's fairly simple... but both participants of the love must be willing. I practically cut my heart out of my chest and gave it away, but it wasn't good enough. I know I had found love. From the way it felt, to the way it touched me. The way I was moved. I was in love; yet... it can fade if you let it. If you're hurt enough... just kind of push it aside and don't worry about it... it will eventually settle off on the back burner. Sometimes I hate having emotions... you know? They're confusing as well... but they are necessary for us to be able to live in this society. We'd be nothing without emotions. Of course, we would be something... though I highly doubt it would be anything near "human."
Ah, well.. look at me ranting about something pointless and not finding a direct topic... but hey, that's what this thread is for, right? If not... I'll have to find some more stuff, to the point, to talk about.
Thank you for presenting this, Shadow... I feel a bit better this evening. ^^
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