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Another Day.

I woke up today feeling deppresed. My tears stream down my face like pouring rain on a cloudy day. All I think about is you. I walk into the bathroom and see it, my best friend. With its razor blade kisses I love that makes the pain go away. My only friend that woul never hurt me. I cradle my friend in my hand for a second and look in the mirror. "You deserve this you stupid, ugly, ignorant, fat a**!" I say to myself. Tears, begin pooling in my eyes and slowly pours down my cheeks. I take the razor blade to my arm and press down hard, my razor blade and my arm kissing, I feel the pain slipping away slowly. I can breath better and relax, but I'm not just done yet. I press the razor to my wrist and cut, and slicing, razor blade kissig, I take the razor to my legs, slice harder,beautiful bloody tears dripping from my arm and leg. I examine my razor and see it's covered in blood I'm still not satisfied I take the razor and slice, slice, cut, scrape 'till I'm screaming. There's blood dripping down my arms on to the floor I sigh happily, satisfied. I relax and goes to lie down on my bed I examine my beautiful arms, dripping with blood. "I can live another day". I say as I gently fall asleep.