A lot of you might remember me for my past liveliness. But i'm back and have a real issue. My fiancee (Devon) and I are going thru some tough times. I was recently home on leave to see her, and while i was home me and her had a huge blow out argument, and i was a little drunk and called an ex and cheated on Devon. It was meant to stay a dark secret, but my ex wanted to break us up because "Devon doesn't treat you right. Not like i used to treat you". And Devon was understandably hurt. But refuses to trust me. She says she's forgiven me, but refuses to trust me in any thing. I don'te know what to do. To complicate matters, i've been having panic attacks more and more recently. *sigh* i am truly lost.
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