Wow. Okay, so this is mildly embarrassing, but I can't exactly talk to anyone else about it, so I was hoping and praying that you guys here might be able to offer some enlightenment on my issue.
So, I've always said how stupid having sex is at the teen level, and how it's pointless to throw it all away, and how if you really love a person, you can easily wait until you feel ready, and are old enough to understand what exactly you are doing. So, if said is true, how come I feel so left behind?
All I hear about is one by one how girls around me are having it, and I just hear about their experiences and such and it just makes me wonder if something has changed so much in society that I'm the one who's the deviant? I'm 17, and just entering my last year of HS, and already it seems like everyone has had it except for me. Honestly...It's not like I'm an outcast or anything; I may be a bit shy, but I have my share of good friends. People are actually already planning out their grad / prom nights, a large amount of people planning to go to the hotel afterwards, I wonder what for >.<
It doesn't help that I'm part of a bisexual minority either, as the person that I think I truly love, probably isn't even into other girls. I mean, there's guys that are great too, not like I have the courage to ever ask anyone to have a relationship with me anyway!
*takes a breath* Sorry o.o got off topic a bit I suppose, but it was related? :3
Anyway...just wondering about this, because I sure as heck can't figure it out. Any help is oh so greatly appreciated.
