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All you ever do is catalyze me
When all I want you to do is realize me
Whenever you see me, you see a little thing
However, I want you to see everything

When I wake up in the morning you just roll over
And all I would like to hear is a 'how are you, lover?'
You smile so pretty for that little camera
But behind that smile is a box of Pandora

Your life is so hard, so gruff and so trite
All you want is to be treated right
But how can anyone treat you with respect?
When no one can understand what you expect

You speak with your words, but not with your heart
And when you speak with your brain, you feel so smart
But you can't be pleased when you get a reaction
Because we respond for your satisfaction

You always wonder 'when will they see me?'
But babe, I gotta tell you it's not that easy
Seeing yourself is the first step to success
But if you close up you'll be just like the rest

I beg and I plead and I get nowhere
You toss me over your shoulder like a lock of long hair
Run your fingers through me like I'm silken strands of nothing
And when I say I love you, you just think that I'm bluffing

Girl I need to let you know this is true
That when I sleep and when I dream it's all about you
That when I wake and you're not here
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear

To reappear in your arms once again
Back in the days when we were good friends
When you used to cry, and I was your shoulder
But I should have known, that we would get older

And with this new age, it's brought maturity and wiseness
But as we drift apart, it all seems so lifeless
You used to be bright and playful as the sun
But now it seems you're not the only one

You've dragged me down into this pit of your Hell
And as I sink further, I'll never get well
But then as I look in your eyes, so clear and so true
I know that I'd rather be stuck in Hell, with you.