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Well first off I'm sorry for not putting it in the right thread but... well yah

Well first off I'm a dude. Second I'm 17 and soon to be 18 in July. thirst I'm a furry and straight. ((inside furry joke))


I'm on second life ((even though I'm not suppose to be for 2 more months)) and I met this girl, she's a wolf like me and we seem to hit it off quite well. and I thought we could be partnered. ((in SL its as close to getting married as you can get)) but she wasn't interested that was cool so we stayed friends. I met another one of her friends his screen name is Mozes Paz, so from now on ill address him as Mozes or Moe.

They eventually got partnered and he seemed like a nice guy. But one night I was at a club I used to frequent. I saw him and I was going to say Hi but.

OK well I saw him in the club z with some guys I haven't seen before and I was going to say hi but I was long way off and I couldn't see his tag and she could not see mine
so I staved back and was talking in ims and then he turned audio on and talked and one commented that he was partnered and well ill quote it as best I can
"Yah that's my new slut. Damn she doesn't even know I'm using her."
after that I closed ims and turned him up since I know him and lilu were partnered
he went on about how she was a good ******** but not much else. and about how he can just draw one little pick and she's head over heals in love with him. and about how stupid
she was that she would never figure it out and even if she did that he could just lie to her and keep her he continued to tell them more things about he calling her a slut a whore and his c** bucket by this point I had enough and tped out and was in a rage for about an hour.

I was so cowardly I couldn't tell her. I was so worried she would reject me and get closer to him. I told some other people about it and... One of them was her SL landlord. He told Lilu, Lilu told Moe, Moe Lied and I got the boot to the a**. I got what I was most afraid of.

But lets stop here and Ill give you some background on them.

Lilu Lives in Alaska. She's a mother of 4.. Or was that 3. Anyway the number is not important. She's not married and I don't have background on that. She's 29 and she runs an apartment complex. She's really understanding but... She's been corrupted by Mozes. Iv been labeled a stalker and he's lied to her about stuff he's said to me.

More on her later.

Mozes on the other hand.

He is a drunk pot head that is an anarchist because he's a fool. He cuts lawns for a living but spends 900 a month off his illegal grow op. He's lied about threatening to kill me and my family to her. He lied about what he said about her.

Now all this hit the fan back in January. Since then I have found a new girl that I deeply care about on SL. Me and her, Kelli, are now happily partnered but... I still have feelings for Lilu. But I'm not sure. I feel really torn. I want to help her be saved from the clutches of this evil man...

I love her but I'm pretty sure she doesn't want any romance with me and I an accept that. I'm happy with my Kelli. I guess that I want you to pray that things will work out. Me and Kelli are going to have sort or ceremony and I had a middle man ask to invite her and despite that Moe has decided to not go Lilu will. I guess its a step in the right directions but also some new news came with that:

[19:06] Lukas Kazyanenko: ok Ork, good news for you, partial good news for me
[19:06] Lukas Kazyanenko: Lilu has agreed to go to the wedding, mozes has not
[19:06] Lukas Kazyanenko: but lilu will go anyway
[19:07] Lukas Kazyanenko: but and i note this strictly
[19:07] Lukas Kazyanenko: she will be in the hospital over a baby and surgery very soon and does not know when she will be dischraged
[19:07] Lukas Kazyanenko: so note that before i send her a date

So yes... I did some stuff that would be considers stalkerish but I was looking for Moe pulling more crap. It really hurt her and I deeply believe that people like me should be willing to lay down our lives to protect people like her. I feel like I failed in that. I failed her and hurt her. That kinda drove me into a suicidal phase...
So all in all. I want you to pray for Lilu and her family and that things will get sorted out.

Could you give a brief explination of what second life is...?

ok
Secondlife or SL is a vertual community or an mmo thats all user created.

Second I have a deep conviction for people like her. I belive that people like her may just may save our world... for a little while atleast. So i belive that peopel like me should lay down our lives to protect people like her.

Good news!
Me and Lilu are on talking terms and "Friends" again I thank you for your prairs and support ^^

k well... hes not in jail buti think he may be out on bail