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Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 11:26 am

Failure Again

I really let Corrah down now. He was allowing me to train with my brother. I guess it was be I was showing that I was good and could keep up with Ruran. But I guess I was wrong. When Corrah walked away to do something...I don't know what it was...he was doing but he left...and I...I failed him.

Instead of watching my brother's hands I....looked down because my leg hit a rock and then my brother landed a blow and i fell back...I heard a loud crack and broke my leg.

Corrah had to take me to his and Armus' camp sight. He could not train me like the others...and...I have ruined so much for him. I would not be surprised if he told me I could not train or had to leave.

I am very sorry to always cause you trouble Corrah sir.

Posted: Tue Nov 04, 2008 6:27 pm

Bad Timing

Master Corrah has kept me on. He trained me all threw my leg's healing and even after I can walk he is still keeping with me and training me. I feel bad for taking all of his time. But I have to admit I don't mind it. In fact I wish I could be with him more often. When I am near him...I just want to see him smile. To see his brillant eyes shine. He means more to me that anyone, even my parents. I hate to say it but it is true.

I know that I should not see him as anything but a master...but I have started to wonder what it would be like to have him lay near me or hug me. I had finally desided to go and tell him about these feelings when he was bathing one morning. I thought he would be done but no...he was still in the water his beautiful strong body glowing in the darkness. I felt my heart stop. He is too prefect. I had to force myself to move closer but when I did I saw miss Armus moving into the water.

I could not look away. It was hard and I felt my heart break as the started to train. Both of them full of smiles I started to get worried when both of them disappeared. But they came back up kissing and he was holding her so familiarly. They lay down and his hands moved over her.

I could not watch any more. I snuck away and went back to bed. I am sure they did not see me. But Corrah came back so much happier to the camp. He was smiling and talking loud and with joy in his voice about having got threw Armus' defenses and got her boot.

I guess my feelings are a bit late in coming.

Dooma

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Posted: Sun Nov 09, 2008 12:02 pm

Break A Heart To Save Trust

I really can not take this. My heart and mind are devied and I will not fail like my brother and sister. I came here to train under Corrah and to become a knight. I will let my want of something more cloud my way like Ruran and Aras.

They both said that they came to train but they let their lust distract them. Ruran was kicked out and disowned from our family because he let the needs of his body and the lust for the feel of another cloud his mind. And Aras is too distracted by her wolf to learn properly. I know they are lovers like mom and dad I can see that in their eyes and the way their bodies move. They are not good at hiding it at all. I am the only one left to learn faithfully and I will not dishonor Corrah by playing fancy to what my inexperienced heart tries to tell me it needs.

And Corrah already has a lover. One does not act and kiss the way he and Armus do for training. I am sure they have been together in this bond longer than I have been born. And I will not be the one to even think I could come between them.

So here and now I will steal my heart to any notion of love beyond that of a master and student with Corrah. I will focus only on the skill he teaches nothing more. This is merely a professional arrangement and when he deems me ready I will leave his camp, and later I will leave his teaching.

I will not betray Corrah nor Armus' trust that way.

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