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I've never told any of you this, but I've had a girlfriend for about three months.
Keyword: HAD.
It's... Over.
Funny... We've been going out since the day after Valentine's day, but ever since she accused me of having mono, things went downhill.
It's really not that bad.
I predicted that a high school relationship was going to get me nowhere but angry, but my hormones got the best of me.

My self-esteem took a huge blow. And just so you know, I haven't had a really high one to begin with.

But I'm not mad. I'm not sad, either.
Then again, I'm not happy.
I feel kind of... Like I'm running on sleep mode.
I'm on, but in a withdrawn state.

There's so many other things I could say about this...
But I'm really not in the mood.

So here's a little meaningful something:
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Meako is right ^^ There are fish in the...plenty more...large...body of water...euh...Yeah. You know.

Yeah. She thought I had a case of mono, when it was actually a case of I'm-still-recovering-from-strep-throat.
And yes, I'm aware that strep throat is a symptom of mono, but there was no way I could've gotten it.
I'm a complete germaphobe, so there's no way in heck that I'd share drinks with someone.
And I haven't... Made lip-to-lip contact with anyone with mono.
So there's a lot of panicking, then relief, then pissed-off-ness.
Things haven't been the same since.
But it's alright, I'm better off focusing on school.
I don't think I really need to worry about dating for a while now...
Besides, I'm glad we decided to split up before summer vacation.
She'd make me go... OUTSIDE. gonk
...I hate the Texas sun...

Veg: No homo whatsoever. XD
Lady: You know what? Right back at ya! cool

Thanks for the condolences everyone, appreciate it. 3nodding