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To start with, I'm 20. What I'm about to say hasn't happened since I was about 9, and it's really awkward posting this.

There's a guy that I'm friends with on Myspace. He friended me a few months ago. I'm not going to lie, but he's absolutely beautiful In my opinion) and the songs that he writes touch me in a way that most music can't. Now, normally, I'd call that a crush. No more, no less.

Here's where it gets to where it's more then that. He is what I would call a star on the rise. He's not famous, but his music has done well enough that he's on iTunes and has roughly 45,000 people added on his myspace. I found a few small interviews that he had done, and this is where I start to feel more in love.

Some of his responses really got to me, especially his views towards love. I had completely given up on finding anyone that would feel the same about love as I do, yet here was this person stating everything that I had been hoping to hear, but from everyone I've ever known, they've said that my ideals were unrealistic. Even if they are hard goals in love to work for, I'm willing to work towards them, and knowing that there is just one other person who feels the same is extremely comforting.

He mentioned other things in the interview that also really touched me. I know it sounds really corny, but I really feel love towards him. Yes, even I think that I'm being ridiculous, I acknowledge that, but I can't help the way that I feel.

Anyway, does anyone have any suggestions for me about what I should do? I'd like to be able to talk to him to see if I would actually like talking to him and all that, but I don't want to come off as being creepy either. I don't really know what I would say in messages and stuff either.