"How incredibly self-righteous. To make you a God I'd need to compare you to something beyond an individual comprised of so many others that really should have just slit their own throats and saved those they cared for a bit of trouble...but, oh well. Micah is weak, Seth is a coward and Jonas is a failure. You? A conglomerate of Weakness, Cowardice and Failure...which, in turn, is all I've seen from you! And if Micah ever felt something had been taken from him that was indeed his...well, common sense tells you that a free soul cannot be bound to another without its will, and it seems the will went to another. The Envy lies in the fact Micah LOST to Kain...in more ways then one. As far as my being a God goes: You and I see the word God in two different lights. I see it in a light that represents a measure of power rather than the light that shows it as something Divine."
He'd allow Amethyst to hove around him once more and his hands would come to aim at the sky and the ground. "You may think you can see into me, but you can't. You may think you can read me, but you can't. You may think you can do as I do, but you can't...you're not me. Merely the overwhelming negativity created by three miserable little bastards." He'd circle his arms around to face opposite directions, creating an arch of white and an arch of black before crossing his arms over his chest and moving them to face opposite directions, one more arch of each color. "It seems like you're trying to justify yourself by pointing out your own flaws through me, or rather attempting to. Of all your pathetic justifications and ramblings, I find one detail to be the furthest from what you need to see: They, as humans, are not born with the direction you aim to show them. The glory of humanity is their free will, Nexus...through life, their purpose is to discover their own direction. Jesus Christ gave humanity a path in which they could choose to follow...Adolph Hitler forced humanity down a path. It's not hard to see which of them you are, Nexus."
Glowing sephiroths from the tree of light would appear both above and below Nexus in golden splendor, though surrounding his being were more symbols, symbols of the Lords of Hell. "Their life is all about choice and discovery, Nexus! They are meant to be born into a world of Grays and decide which shade suits them best! Raziel, or rather God, was WRONG to try to force them into the Light! Any of the many sources trying to force them into the Dark are WRONG! To affect free will is to rob them of it; of their humanity." For now, the sephiroths and symbols would remain intangible, though Zadkiel had exerted what could be considered to be the most powerful of an Angel's abilities: influence over time.
Time for the world had stopped, leaving Nexus and Zadkiel free to move and the intangible symbols free to glow...though of course, Zadkiel had left the stones in he frozen world. "Be you good or evil, Nexus, what you're doing is neither...it's merely wrong." At this point, six symbols would appear and wrap around him, the symbols of Michael, Gabriel, Uriel, Jophiel, Chamuel, and Raphael. Their power was his. "To remove the shielding of each atom and combine light and dark on monumental levels...would destroy the world. The power surging through me...I can keep you here, Nexus, and erase the possible threat of your stones. I can use Amethyst, Aurora, Hope, Charity, Christine, Faith, and the mother herself Mary Magdalene." And thus six swords joined Amethyst in circling him.
"If they seek direction, Nexus, they will find it. But they must find it through their own means, not through a mock-God that would so happily let them come to harm. There are parts of you, Nexus, that even know what your doing is wrong. The three within you must be writhing in pain...but you mean well, Nexus. I know you mean well if your goal is to help guide them. I'm going to make you an offer, Nexus, on I believe you may enjoy. Release your three hostages and I'll re-incarnate you. I'll give you a new life, one that you can enjoy, one without the chains of responsibility you seem to feel. One where you don't need to worry about pieces of yourself; one where you, like the rest of humanity, may choose your path. Be it light or dark, you will have had the satisfaction of being your OWN being and choosing that path."
He'd allow Amethyst to hove around him once more and his hands would come to aim at the sky and the ground. "You may think you can see into me, but you can't. You may think you can read me, but you can't. You may think you can do as I do, but you can't...you're not me. Merely the overwhelming negativity created by three miserable little bastards." He'd circle his arms around to face opposite directions, creating an arch of white and an arch of black before crossing his arms over his chest and moving them to face opposite directions, one more arch of each color. "It seems like you're trying to justify yourself by pointing out your own flaws through me, or rather attempting to. Of all your pathetic justifications and ramblings, I find one detail to be the furthest from what you need to see: They, as humans, are not born with the direction you aim to show them. The glory of humanity is their free will, Nexus...through life, their purpose is to discover their own direction. Jesus Christ gave humanity a path in which they could choose to follow...Adolph Hitler forced humanity down a path. It's not hard to see which of them you are, Nexus."
Glowing sephiroths from the tree of light would appear both above and below Nexus in golden splendor, though surrounding his being were more symbols, symbols of the Lords of Hell. "Their life is all about choice and discovery, Nexus! They are meant to be born into a world of Grays and decide which shade suits them best! Raziel, or rather God, was WRONG to try to force them into the Light! Any of the many sources trying to force them into the Dark are WRONG! To affect free will is to rob them of it; of their humanity." For now, the sephiroths and symbols would remain intangible, though Zadkiel had exerted what could be considered to be the most powerful of an Angel's abilities: influence over time.
Time for the world had stopped, leaving Nexus and Zadkiel free to move and the intangible symbols free to glow...though of course, Zadkiel had left the stones in he frozen world. "Be you good or evil, Nexus, what you're doing is neither...it's merely wrong." At this point, six symbols would appear and wrap around him, the symbols of Michael, Gabriel, Uriel, Jophiel, Chamuel, and Raphael. Their power was his. "To remove the shielding of each atom and combine light and dark on monumental levels...would destroy the world. The power surging through me...I can keep you here, Nexus, and erase the possible threat of your stones. I can use Amethyst, Aurora, Hope, Charity, Christine, Faith, and the mother herself Mary Magdalene." And thus six swords joined Amethyst in circling him.
"If they seek direction, Nexus, they will find it. But they must find it through their own means, not through a mock-God that would so happily let them come to harm. There are parts of you, Nexus, that even know what your doing is wrong. The three within you must be writhing in pain...but you mean well, Nexus. I know you mean well if your goal is to help guide them. I'm going to make you an offer, Nexus, on I believe you may enjoy. Release your three hostages and I'll re-incarnate you. I'll give you a new life, one that you can enjoy, one without the chains of responsibility you seem to feel. One where you don't need to worry about pieces of yourself; one where you, like the rest of humanity, may choose your path. Be it light or dark, you will have had the satisfaction of being your OWN being and choosing that path."
(( *Side note: Got out of the hospital yesterday after easting radioactive (literally toxic) oatmeal so I could lay on a cold slab for an hour and a half straight without using the bathroom. Problem: I eat, then need to crap right after! I also having many back issues, thus was extremely uncomfortable and am still in great pain. I'd of rather gone through cancer again then that s**t. All of that being said, I say it to say this: My patience, for the time being, is GONE. If the fight needs to continue, I understand that, but at that point I need you to finish the fight as YOU intend to, Kris. The attack I set up is literally an end-all that mashes positive and negative energy together and remove the barriers between atoms. Catastrophic attack I always wanted to do with Kain. I also thought the idea of letting Nexus become his own person was cool, but it's YOUR story. I'm just saying that I need a break from the fighting for now as I'm just drained my friend. Again: If you wish/need to continue the fight, please feel free to take control of Zadkiel. ))
