I figured I'd save us all some room and just post all my poems and songs in one place.
Poems:
Just A Kiss
The sign of love
Is what it's called,
But you never loved me,
And I am apaulled!
You showed your true feelings
Through your own actions
Left me behind
Like I was just a fraction
Of your plan you have to become known
Leaving every every guy you kiss
All alone.
You can always say
that it was just a kiss,
Like you didn't try shoving us
Into the dark abyss
Of the loneliness that
haunts us in our sleep
Where we sullenly and
Dreadfully creep
And hope to find the light
That will lead us on our way
But dark is all we see.
Still, we hope someday
That we may find someone
Who loves us back.
One that wont put us
back on the wrong track.
So if just a kiss
Is what you believe,
Please know, that it wasn't just a kiss
For me...
Left Behind
Everytime I turn the corner,
I see hands holding hands
No one's there to hold mine.
It's only good for throwing away the empty Coke cans...
I see their lips meet.
I see their eyes close.
I see their leave,
using a very sad pose.
It seems that everyone has someone,
while I'm left in the dust
just like broken metal
left to rust.
I wish life was like the movies,
where the good guy always gets the girl,
but in this dog-eat-dog world,
a relationship is more expensive then a pearl.
I just want to be happy,
and i could probably be that way by myself,
but when I sit in the corner lonely,
I'm left there like a dusty book on the shelf.
No one cares about the good guys,
at least not anymore.
They all want the man-whores
That after having their fun, shove them out the door.
I want to understand why this works,
but honestly, no one does.
If you ask someone why
the answer you get is "Because."
It's never fun being left behind,
everyone understands that,
but being there for a while has taught me something,
if you end up there, just hang up your hat.
Never Change
Don't think that this is just
Some new dedication to you.
This one is different.
It has something new.
It has my owns words,
My own writing in it.
Those songs I normally dedicate
Tend to get annoying a bit.
You never listen to them
Completely through.
You just click a new link
And hope it doesn't have that song too.
Words like these,
The ones the rhyme,
Usually just waste
More of your time.
But this one is different
It has meaning.
And it's only a poem because
You KNOW I can't sing.
Please don't stop reading here.
There's more you need to know.
I care more for you then anyone else,
And to most, it does show.
But YOU, my friend,
Are oblivious to the obvious.
Everyone else sees
That me and you could be an "Us".
You mean more to me
Than anything else in the world.
Unfortunately hearing that
Probably made you hurl.
I've never given up on you
For one reason alone
And that is because
I have yet to hone
The feeling I have for you
They aren't under control
You make my do things
That I normally consider dull.
"People do crazy things
When they're in love".
Why is it all you do
Is just give me a shove?
I know it probably took
too much time to read,
but if you've read this far
You'll so how much I bleed.
The blood of love
flows through my veins.
I love you more then anything,
And that will never change.
Reality Of Love
Is there anything I can do
to get you to choose me?
Is there any way possible
to get you to notice and be happy?
What must I do
to be the one for you?
What is there left
to make you not feel blue?
Can I ever win
this game of war and love?
Can you ever feel
like a white soaring dove?
Do you ever think
we'd be a good pair?
Do I have a chance
to make you even care?
Why have you made me
feel this way tonight?
Why can't I choose
to go with dark or light?
How low must I go
to get you to notice?
How long must I wait
for it not to be me, but us?
Songs:
Shoulder To Cry On
I'm seeing you walk away with him
Staring at your footsteps with grim.
Then you look over your shoulder and smile.
That image will be in my head a while.
[Chorus]
No matter how much you hurt me
you will always be
the one I'm hoping to be with at dawn
and I know you feel this way too.
I can see it in you.
I'll always be your shoulder to cry on.
I'm not surprised her hurt you again
And it makes me think back to when
you and I were perfect together
In cloudy, clear, and even stormy weather.
[Chorus]
[Musical Solo]
[Chorus]
[Singing Solo]
I'm seeing you walk away with him
Staring at your footsteps in grim.
You gave him another chance
Right before I asked you to the dance.
[Music Starts Back Up]
[Chorus]
The One
I have no chance,
too many people know
that I want you in my life.
You have met someone else
but that doesn't change my mind.
Everytime I try and talk to you,
you turn around and ignore me,
but I'm not gonna stop 'cause I know you're kind
[Chorus]
And I want you to be the one
that wakes up with me in the morning.
I want you to be the one
that I live with,
and I want you to be the one
that I help with your problems.
I want you to be the one
that I love.
I tried to call you yesterday,
but no one answered the phone,
and I don't think it's 'cause
no one was home.
I think it's that
you are hiding from the truth
but baby I would chase you
all the way to Rome.
[Chorus]
Yesterday I saw you walking in the hall
all by yourself.
I guessed that it could only mean one thing.
I tried to tell you that,
I was sorry that he hurt you,
but then you turned around
and kissed me.
Ten years later you're the one
that wakes up with me in the morning.
Ten years later you're the one
that I live with.
Ten years later you're the one
that I help with your problems.
Ten years later you're the one
Ten years later you're the one
Ten years later you're the one
that I love.
