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 Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:33 pm
Everything just seems to be getting worse now. Again!
I've cried way too much today, I even cried in the park and had people staring at me. It's that bad! I am actually crying in public now.
One thing that doesn't help is my mother, as mentioned in my thread earlier today, "Mother/Mothering" I said in there that yesterday I had trouble with my heart and that today I was guilted into looking after my sister. Well I had even more trouble with my heart today, and when I told my mum I couldn't take my sister out because I was scared I would collapse or pass out while driving to the park, she started throwing things at me. Which really didn't help my heart.
Anyway, I also found out today that my family have found out where I am. And now they are trying to freak me out. They've smashed car windows outside my house, thinking it was my mums car. Things have gone missing from my front and back garden. And they keep tapping on my window. They have been tailing me in my mums car, so now they know which one is ours. They are trying to get to me and it is ******** working!
Tonight my boyfriend got really angry, told me that he might do some cutting tonight, I told him I was coming over to comfort him and he refused! He always wants me over, why not now?
I'm paranoid of everything now, my boyfriend touched me on the arm earlier today and I grabbed for a knife.
I feel like I am falling ot pieces.
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:36 pm
Oh, hun....
Your family is psycho.. Why are they stalking you and harassing you? D: You can just call the cops on 'em, ya know.
And if your boyfriend those horrible things, you shouldn't be in that environment... and maybe leave him D: It isn't fair to you, you've been through so much.
And if you're having problems with your heart, you should see a doctor D:
I wish there was more I could do... v.v I'm sorreh *huggles and snuggles* <33333 I hope things get better for you ;-;
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:44 pm
Asashina Oh, hun....
Your family is psycho.. Why are they stalking you and harassing you? D: You can just call the cops on 'em, ya know.
And if your boyfriend those horrible things, you shouldn't be in that environment... and maybe leave him D: It isn't fair to you, you've been through so much.
And if you're having problems with your heart, you should see a doctor D:
I wish there was more I could do... v.v I'm sorreh *huggles and snuggles* <33333 I hope things get better for you ;-; Thank you. <3 I can tell the cops, but they wouldn't believe me. My family live over 100 miles away and do everything at night. They are cautious not to get caught. As for my boyfriend, I will never leave him. He has his bad moments, it just REALLY hurt this time that he refused to me coming over. As for seeing the doctor about my heart; she won't do anything. We just moved and she still hasn't got my records. And I can only go to the hospital about it when I am mid attack. *Deep breath and sighs*
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:46 pm
Oh, and they are after me because I told the police about my dad raping me and him ******** his own mother.
I let out a couple of the family secrets and now they are after me because I ruined the "perfect" family image.
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:50 pm
I'm not very great at advice giving, but I can send you virtual hugs! I'm really sorry to hear about everything!
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 4:52 pm
Syrinx330 I'm not very great at advice giving, but I can send you virtual hugs! I'm really sorry to hear about everything! Thank you.
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 6:58 pm
I don't know what to say. I just feel that whatever I say won't make it better.
But I'm sorry. So very sorry.
*hugs*
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 9:55 pm
I don't know how I can give you advice... I can't elate to any of this. I'm sorry. I can give you a million hugs though!! 3nodding 3nodding I need a hug too.. My dad is being really mean and insensitive right now. And in about half an hour, he will probably be all nice again and give me hugs but I will probably just either walk away or snuggle up to him.
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2008 11:20 am
*slips Vampy a muffin to cheer her up with* >3
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 5:43 am
I love you.
*hugs*
I don't know what to do in your situation, so that's all I can say.
*hugs again*
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 11:25 am
*slips Vampy another muffin* ninja ninja *shuffles away* ninja ninja
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 12:37 pm
Thank you Sagey for another muffin.
And thank you in general to all you gals.
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