Ok, well what happened at the shaker on Friday pretty much has a lot to do with what I'm thinking about right now so let me tell you everything that happened on Friday starting with the shaker:
Well, on Friday, we had a shaker at our school (Sorta like a dance but different). I went with my friends Lindsay and Jianna. When we got there we went into the commons where there was music and pie throwing at the teachers. I stayed in there for a little while and I danced some but I didn't really dance that much. Lindsay was dancing like an idiot which kinda annoyed me. (Sorry Lindsay) She even won a water bottle for dancing like an idiot. I got really bored of watching her dance so I tried to get her to come play DDR with me in the choir room. The version of DDR was really old though and Lindsay didn't want to play it I guess so she left while I waited for my turn to play. When it was my turn though, I got THE WORST score anyone had gotten so far!! (That was my 3rd time playing DDR though.) So then after that I went back to the commons and watched Lindsay dance some more. Then I went into the game room and watched a boy named Von play some fooseball. He did pretty well. (He was also very cute when he played...) Then he went into the DDR room and I went in their too. I played the stupid old DDR again and watched him play it too. Then I went into the large gym and watched people play basketball. I didn't really feel like playing so I just watched. Then I went back into the game room and watched Ian and his mom play Ping-Pong with eachother. Then other people joined the game and I wound up playing on Ian's team somehow. Then he heard that there was a snowball fight (Paper snowballs) going on in the gym so he went and I went also because I wanted to throw snowballs at people too. So then pretty much I throw snowballs at people for a while and I pretty much aimed at Ian 'cause I didn't want to throw at people I didn't know and then Ian was making a house out of newspaper and after a while I started helping him make his house bigger even though he wouldn't let me in his little house... 8( But then when it was time to clean up, he wanted me to cover him in newspapers so he could hide and scare people. So I tried to get the person cleaning up the newspapers to clean up the pile of newspapers hiding Ian but he wouldn't go over there, eventually he did though and Ian jumped up and "scared him" (Not really because everyone knew Ian was under there the whole time) Then we both started cleaning up the newspaper and we got it pretty much cleaned up and then we went into the commons again while they were doing a raffle thing. I didn't have my ticket on me but I'm pretty sure mine had been a winner. After that they had a bubble foam thingy machine and a lot of people stood under it and caught the foam. I got a lot on me and I noticed that Ian was trying to get himself all bubbly so I took the bubbles I had collected and I put it on him face. It was fun. Then it was time to go home and I went with Lindsay since I was supposed to spend the night at her house but at her house I felt sick and I went home. I still feel really bad right now...
Ok, so about the boy problems. Does everyone remember the topic I made a while ago talking about how I like Ian and I asked him out and he said no and stuff? Well, now I really want to be friends with Ian. I don't like him anymore (Like in a asking out sorta way) but I would like to be his friend. At the shaker I realized that I have so much fun with him and I don't want to not talk to him like the past month or so since I've asked him out. I realize that asking him out was the stupidest thing I have ever done. More stupid than telling Sarah that I liked him and letting her tell Brennan that I like Ian. Anyone got any suggestions to become more friends with him??
Ok, next boy problem: Well, I'm pretty sure I told you girls about how I liked Von but for a short time only right? Well, now I sit close to him in my 2nd and 3rd periods and I think I like him again. I like the way he looks (His hair is mainly about his looks though), and when he smiles it jsut makes me smile (Same with Ian.), his personality is just wonderful, he's a great drawer, and I like the way he looks when he's concentrating on his art work. (I find it really funny when he messes up a lot and then he gets mad and then he scribbles out the drawing and cusses and then he looks up and see's me trying to see how he messed up in his drawing and I'm looking at him and he smiles and I laugh... (Talking about it makes to giggle like an idiot and makes my tummy have butterflies in it.) and I just like everything about him.
Last problem. For now... Ok, well in 4th grade I met this boy named Kjer and we became friends. (Yeah I think I've said that before) This year... it's just that... He is just not clicking with me anymore. I've got different friends, I'm dressing different, I'm acting different, pretty much my personality has changed and I can't really ummm be friends with him anymore. I mean, I have friends in choir that I talk to and hang out with instead of him. Like, my friends all want me to walk to out next elective with them and I used to do that with him but now I do it with my other friends. I'm also too busy talking to my friends before choir starts to say hi to him or to really notice him. I'm not trying to be mean to him or anything but I just don't think I can be friends with him. I haven't said anything rude to him about not wanting to be his friend. Nothing like "I don't want to be friends anymore" I have just pretty much just like, not talked to him for a long time. He gave me a piece of candy one day like he used to (He also used to give me flowers) and well, now that's kinda bugging me. Everyone always asks me if he's my boyfriend and I've said no every time. I don't really care about those comments that he likes me but now people are saying that he carved something like "I love Katlyn" into the bass drum at band and I really doubt that he would do that... But that's off topic. Ok, since I haven't talked to him or really notice him for a while I guess he started feeling upset or something so he sent me an e-mail. This is what it said:
Well, on Friday, we had a shaker at our school (Sorta like a dance but different). I went with my friends Lindsay and Jianna. When we got there we went into the commons where there was music and pie throwing at the teachers. I stayed in there for a little while and I danced some but I didn't really dance that much. Lindsay was dancing like an idiot which kinda annoyed me. (Sorry Lindsay) She even won a water bottle for dancing like an idiot. I got really bored of watching her dance so I tried to get her to come play DDR with me in the choir room. The version of DDR was really old though and Lindsay didn't want to play it I guess so she left while I waited for my turn to play. When it was my turn though, I got THE WORST score anyone had gotten so far!! (That was my 3rd time playing DDR though.) So then after that I went back to the commons and watched Lindsay dance some more. Then I went into the game room and watched a boy named Von play some fooseball. He did pretty well. (He was also very cute when he played...) Then he went into the DDR room and I went in their too. I played the stupid old DDR again and watched him play it too. Then I went into the large gym and watched people play basketball. I didn't really feel like playing so I just watched. Then I went back into the game room and watched Ian and his mom play Ping-Pong with eachother. Then other people joined the game and I wound up playing on Ian's team somehow. Then he heard that there was a snowball fight (Paper snowballs) going on in the gym so he went and I went also because I wanted to throw snowballs at people too. So then pretty much I throw snowballs at people for a while and I pretty much aimed at Ian 'cause I didn't want to throw at people I didn't know and then Ian was making a house out of newspaper and after a while I started helping him make his house bigger even though he wouldn't let me in his little house... 8( But then when it was time to clean up, he wanted me to cover him in newspapers so he could hide and scare people. So I tried to get the person cleaning up the newspapers to clean up the pile of newspapers hiding Ian but he wouldn't go over there, eventually he did though and Ian jumped up and "scared him" (Not really because everyone knew Ian was under there the whole time) Then we both started cleaning up the newspaper and we got it pretty much cleaned up and then we went into the commons again while they were doing a raffle thing. I didn't have my ticket on me but I'm pretty sure mine had been a winner. After that they had a bubble foam thingy machine and a lot of people stood under it and caught the foam. I got a lot on me and I noticed that Ian was trying to get himself all bubbly so I took the bubbles I had collected and I put it on him face. It was fun. Then it was time to go home and I went with Lindsay since I was supposed to spend the night at her house but at her house I felt sick and I went home. I still feel really bad right now...
Ok, so about the boy problems. Does everyone remember the topic I made a while ago talking about how I like Ian and I asked him out and he said no and stuff? Well, now I really want to be friends with Ian. I don't like him anymore (Like in a asking out sorta way) but I would like to be his friend. At the shaker I realized that I have so much fun with him and I don't want to not talk to him like the past month or so since I've asked him out. I realize that asking him out was the stupidest thing I have ever done. More stupid than telling Sarah that I liked him and letting her tell Brennan that I like Ian. Anyone got any suggestions to become more friends with him??
Ok, next boy problem: Well, I'm pretty sure I told you girls about how I liked Von but for a short time only right? Well, now I sit close to him in my 2nd and 3rd periods and I think I like him again. I like the way he looks (His hair is mainly about his looks though), and when he smiles it jsut makes me smile (Same with Ian.), his personality is just wonderful, he's a great drawer, and I like the way he looks when he's concentrating on his art work. (I find it really funny when he messes up a lot and then he gets mad and then he scribbles out the drawing and cusses and then he looks up and see's me trying to see how he messed up in his drawing and I'm looking at him and he smiles and I laugh... (Talking about it makes to giggle like an idiot and makes my tummy have butterflies in it.) and I just like everything about him.
Last problem. For now... Ok, well in 4th grade I met this boy named Kjer and we became friends. (Yeah I think I've said that before) This year... it's just that... He is just not clicking with me anymore. I've got different friends, I'm dressing different, I'm acting different, pretty much my personality has changed and I can't really ummm be friends with him anymore. I mean, I have friends in choir that I talk to and hang out with instead of him. Like, my friends all want me to walk to out next elective with them and I used to do that with him but now I do it with my other friends. I'm also too busy talking to my friends before choir starts to say hi to him or to really notice him. I'm not trying to be mean to him or anything but I just don't think I can be friends with him. I haven't said anything rude to him about not wanting to be his friend. Nothing like "I don't want to be friends anymore" I have just pretty much just like, not talked to him for a long time. He gave me a piece of candy one day like he used to (He also used to give me flowers) and well, now that's kinda bugging me. Everyone always asks me if he's my boyfriend and I've said no every time. I don't really care about those comments that he likes me but now people are saying that he carved something like "I love Katlyn" into the bass drum at band and I really doubt that he would do that... But that's off topic. Ok, since I haven't talked to him or really notice him for a while I guess he started feeling upset or something so he sent me an e-mail. This is what it said:
Dear Katlyn
I hope you are doing well because I'm not doing to well! I woke up not feeling good, they say its a bug thats going around.
Oh by the way have you recevied any of my e-mails?
Have I done anything to upset you because I feel like you've been ignoring me?
So please remember to write back.
from kjer
P.S. LOOK BELOW !!!!
(There was a giant smiley face here)
I'm sad that he isn't feeling well. Also, no, I haven't recieved any e-mails but that one. He hasn't done anything to upset me but I haven't been ignoring him. I've just been too busy with my friends to really notice him.
I haven't written back and I really don't want to. I kinda just want him to forget about me. In 1 1/2 trimesters I won't be in choir anymore and I won't see him or talk to him anymore because I won't see him.
I can kinda imagine what someone might say to the Kjer problem. And if anyone thinks what I'm thinking then here is the answer. If you are thinking that I should tell him that I don't want to be his friend anymore then: I would tell him but I don't want to hurt his feelings. I have been his friend for 2 1/2 years and I never hinted that I didn't want to be friends with him.
Lots and lots of help will be needed, thanks. Also, I'm sorry for making you read so much.
I haven't written back and I really don't want to. I kinda just want him to forget about me. In 1 1/2 trimesters I won't be in choir anymore and I won't see him or talk to him anymore because I won't see him.
I can kinda imagine what someone might say to the Kjer problem. And if anyone thinks what I'm thinking then here is the answer. If you are thinking that I should tell him that I don't want to be his friend anymore then: I would tell him but I don't want to hurt his feelings. I have been his friend for 2 1/2 years and I never hinted that I didn't want to be friends with him.
Lots and lots of help will be needed, thanks. Also, I'm sorry for making you read so much.
