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 Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 6:45 pm
Well, my day started off badly,
because we had triple LA today, and the guy I like completely ignored me and was flirting non-stop with Kayla, most likely because she just broke up with her boyfriend.
And then he and her went under the desk and were trying to get on the sub's nerves by reaching out an tripping unsuspecting people.
So... I'm questioned my feelings for him because.. well.... you understand.
And I realized,
I still have an obsession with him no matter how immature he acts.
I have an obsession with a guy who is the opposite of what I should what,
and who I'll never get.
Then I was online today and I was talking to my friend Tom,
we were talking about how surprised we were that we could be friends and be complete opposites at the same time.
We were listing things when he brought up that a similarity was that we were both popular.
And I was like "Pfff. No. I'm not popular, barely anyone knows me. Like how James and Jordan have only ever talked to me once and they said 'Hey kid, get out of my way'".
So then we went on to explain the he, James, and the guy I like listed every girl in the school and that's how he knew that James knew who I was.
And I said "You listed all the girls in school?"
And he said yeah, all 58 of them. And then went on to explain that only 13 girls made it onto a main list.
And I said "What, did you choose the most datable? XD"
And he said that he couldn't tell me or he's have to kill me.
And I said "Seriously, is this list sooo bad?"
And he went onto say something along the lines that it wasn't that bad but that myself in particular would find it offending.
This got my attention, so I asked him why I would find it offending.
And he said that I just wouldn't like it much.
And then refused to tell me anything more.
So.. I'm going to end up alone and bitter for the rest of my life.
And yet rather than sad... I have more of this feeling of disgust in the pit of my stomach...
I think I just died a little inside...
On the upside,
this song is addictingly catchy.
I've been listening to it for half an hour now.
]http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=22226
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Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 7:43 pm
:[ Aw.
Don't let stuff like that get to you.
If Kayla just broke up with her boyfriend, then she could be possibly using him, you know?
Don't give up on him yet, hun. You never know.
o.o And I don't know what to say about your friend and his 'list'.
I would just say not to bother him about it, and he may tell you sometime later. *shrug* It's a possibility.
Another catchy song is This Charming Man by The Smiths.
It was on my profile for awhile. :'D
I love it.
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Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 7:46 pm
Yeah. Kayla. Doesn't sound trusting. :/
I don't know, yeah, maybe he might tell you at a later stage.
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Posted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 8:17 pm
Aww, Taco. Maybe he's just being friendly with Kayla? And besides, from what you've said, it seems that Kayla's not the type to hang onto boyfriends for extended periods of time, right? So you'd still get him at some point, even if he does like Kayla right now.
Though I suppose that's not helping much, huh? sweatdrop
And don't worry too much over your friend's list. It's probably nothing important.
And ha, I know. I've been listening to it for like, an hour? Hour and a half? Something like that. XD
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 4:46 am
I wouldn't concern yourself too much with Kayla. It sounds like she's just on a temporary rebound and choose the first guy she saw for it. She probably won't stick around him for long before she moves on. Also, the heart is a very fickle object. You will most likely never end up with a guy who is "what you should want". It doesn't work that way, babe. There are absolutely no 'shoulds' when it comes to matters of the heart. You might still get him. There circle of fate always spins back, you know?
Yeah, high school boys are always making up dumb-a** lists like that. D: I'm not quite sure why they think it's so amusing. Sometimes they lists girls according to breast size or something equally moronic. Let's put it this way - a girl like Kayla is probably at the top of the list. Is that really where you want to be right now? If that's how you have to act to get on the 'main list', isn't it better to not be on the list? You won't be alone forever. High school is not forever.
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 1:50 pm
Wow, I think we're twins.
The guy that I like is obsessed with a girl named Kayla too! ('Cept she spells it differently..) I also realized that I am obsessed with him no matter how he acts!
Wow, can we have a twin party now or what? wink
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 6:54 pm
@Grinny: But.. but... HE'S DATED HER TWICE BEFORE! he uses him, and he always comes back. gonk
-is listening to that song right now =D-
@WB: Truedat, truedat.
Mmkay. :3
@Val: Actually, this year she's dated 14 guys so far... and she's never had a relationship that lasted more than two weeks.... so yeah.
But what if it is important?
WHAT IF IT IS A LIST OF THE MOST UPDATABLE PEOPLE IN MY GRADE?!?
-has spent many hours obsessing over this-
-twitch-
@Chibi: My heart is a silly thing....
gonk
I-I-I'm... not even in high school yet.
I hate Middle School.
-headtodesk-
Geez... at this rate I'm going to somehow damage my brain. XDD
@Capt: Fo'sho! We should definitely get like an official declaration of twin-ness. :3
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 1:06 pm
If it's offending to you, but not that bad in general..
Maybe it's a list of ******** girls? gonk
Pardon my language >>;
Maybe my mind's partially in the gutter today, but it seems like that might be an option... sweatdrop
*flails in a straightjacket* whee
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 1:16 pm
That seems like it would be very high on the "What is this list about?" list...
Yeah, I hope that made sense. dramallama
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 1:53 pm
WinterBean @Chibi: My heart is a silly thing....
gonk
I-I-I'm... not even in high school yet.
I hate Middle School.
-headtodesk-
Geez... at this rate I'm going to somehow damage my brain. XDD
*hug* Everyone's heart is, doll. I'd like to tell you it will get better in high school, but... I don't want to spread false hope. sweatdrop I do think you'll have an easier time once you learn to just let it go a little. You know what I mean? Don't take crap like this so seriously. It's just a stupid list. It has no merit on your future, and a in a few months, no one will even remember it.... so don't let it bother you too much.
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 1:54 pm
Aw, Beanie. :C *huggles* I'm sorry. :C
But you've got to remember, high/middleschool boys=dumbasseswhoareobsessedwithintogettingintogirliespants.
: D
I would just smile and nod. :/ That's the only thing you can really do. But if you still like him, you still like him, and you shouldn't give up. 14 boys in 5.5 months. Hmm. Just keep that in mind. If she does go out with him, (if you like him, I bet he won't) just think of it as a quick and painless ordeal. But I can bet you more than anything that he's probably just a rebound. So don't worry about it. C:
My problem is that the guy I like looks at me and stuff, but WON'T come up to me and talk to me. :/ Makes me mad. I stopped liking him for a bit because he wouldn't come talk to me. But I think I might have to go up to him and talk to him. *twitches at thought* D: I think I'm not that scared anymore. So maybe I'll talk to him this week...>.>
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Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2008 3:46 pm
Captain Katinator That seems like it would be very high on the "What is this list about?" list...
Yeah, I hope that made sense. dramallama
*eats the llama* o-o
*flails in her straightjacket* wahmbulance
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