right. so it turns out that allie really did try to kill herself, but she's all right now. i saw her at school today and was all huggle-wuggly, and i told her that i was vairvair worried about her, but she said that we shouldn't be. >_________> and then she mumbled somefink incomprehensible and went off. =/
okie. so. here's the deal:
on friday afternoon during sixth period, my friend, bailey, told me she needed to talk to hakyong [another chum] and me. she said that the night before, she got a voicemail from a close friend of our's, who's name is allie. in the voicemail, allie said that she was frustrated with life and was seriously thinking about killing herself. bailey got freaked out and called her about fourteen times, but allie never answered, and that day at school, she was ABSENT. then, later, at seventh period, our orchestra teacher was taking attendance, and when she got to allie's name, she was like *mumblemumbleohwaitshe'ssickmumblemumble*.
and here i am, saturday afternoon, sitting at home and worrying the s**t out of myself. what if the "she's sick" part is just an excuse? or what if she's in the hospital for, you know, trying to kill herself but failing, or maybe she actually went through with it. maybe she actually killed herself.
so, yeah. i really need to calm myself, but all these thoughts keep racing through my head. damn. i hope she's okay. i hope she IS just laying in bed at home, with a bad cough and slight fever.
on friday afternoon during sixth period, my friend, bailey, told me she needed to talk to hakyong [another chum] and me. she said that the night before, she got a voicemail from a close friend of our's, who's name is allie. in the voicemail, allie said that she was frustrated with life and was seriously thinking about killing herself. bailey got freaked out and called her about fourteen times, but allie never answered, and that day at school, she was ABSENT. then, later, at seventh period, our orchestra teacher was taking attendance, and when she got to allie's name, she was like *mumblemumbleohwaitshe'ssickmumblemumble*.
and here i am, saturday afternoon, sitting at home and worrying the s**t out of myself. what if the "she's sick" part is just an excuse? or what if she's in the hospital for, you know, trying to kill herself but failing, or maybe she actually went through with it. maybe she actually killed herself.
so, yeah. i really need to calm myself, but all these thoughts keep racing through my head. damn. i hope she's okay. i hope she IS just laying in bed at home, with a bad cough and slight fever.
