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its 20 [past 6 in the morning and im not happy.. i slept most of the day - you see ive been trying to change my sleeping pattern to some normality but now i think im going to change back - why ? Avoidance.
You see i dont like it up here at home - the atmosphere is weird namelty because of my mother.. i dont want to go into it because it will t6ake too long but in short again she annoys me - i swear yesterday i was ready to ask dad to take me to carlisle so i could get a train to johns.
I cant make food without being hassled by her my life up here is just to try and avoid her. Seriously she is hard to live with.. i dont really want to talk about why - some of you may already know but she seems to be the bane of my life.
christmas i plan to stay in my room with john - christmas isnt a good time of year for me.. my brother will prob be downstairs and i dont much want to see him, i dont want to bew here for christmas really. Living here really sucks.