Chaos's Poetry

[ChaosEnvoyXIII]

Runaway

Can't take this anymore
I'm gonna run through that door
to day is the day
when i finally runaway

never getting hurt again
living in constant heaven
I just want to get away
and start a new day

no longer feeling pain
thats a dreams i wish to gain
I just want to runaway from it all
and never again fall

This life is making me scream
I fear about losing this dream
I'm going to get away soon
I'll leave between dusk and noon  

[ChaosEnvoyXIII]

(not gonna give the name)

Father, Father why have you forsaken me?
left me out for all to see
why am i the sacrifice?
why must I alone pay this price?

Look at them grin
Should they truly be forgiven of sin?
why do you forgive?
Why do I die and they live?

Nails through my hands
Stamped with Roman brands
ribs crack
I cough and hack

Left up on this cross
I hope salvation has not been lost
They find watching me suffer fun
They know not what they've done  

[ChaosEnvoyXIII]

No pretending

The pain you feel
is dfinetly real
there isn't anything facke about it
it hurts to take a hit

So now the question is
What will you do about this?
Will you stand up and fight back?
Or will you just take this head on attack?

Don't let the cheap shots in
fight back and grin
let your uniqueness sprout like a flower
fight back against the power

stay the same way
let them be the ones to suffer and pay
don't chage for anymore
not even at the tip of a gun

Even if the pain is real
don't cut a deal
fight it out till the end
don't make yourself pretend  

[ChaosEnvoyXIII]

"true" friends (i cant remember the exact name i gave this one)

"I'm here for you" is what they tell me
"I'll lend you a hand" is what they say
warming words to those who hurt

But where wer the while i was falling
where were they when i was hanging on
where were they while I suffered

While I lay bleeding and hurt
their lies burn me like fire
I lye in tears as they walk on by

Do they notice
o they care
If i were to die would they be sad

No, no, no, is the answer to all
I finally realize this as i fall
So i thank you for this leason

trust no one
love no one
and pain will no longer come

if you do suffer
then wear a mask like all the rest
and don't bother with them

for they speak lies of pain
no hugs, noi love, no novacaine
you shall live with this strain

the only time those words are true
is when your important enough not to be seen through
but i doubt tht'll happen for we mere mortals are bad judges