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 Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 8:15 pm
Ughm I hate Tom.
Tom used to be so nice, and we talked about everything,
except now he's being a jerk.
We used to talk on MSN all the time, but now whenever I am rambling about something to him, and I start to talk about something serious, he just signs off.
And then the next day I'll say to him "What happened"
And he'll say "Oh, I just didn't feel like talking."
COULD HE OF LEAST TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO SIGN OFF?
Honestly.
And we used to talk all the time at school.
But now he always looks me straight in the eye,
AND THEN COMPLETELY IGNORES ME!
Not only that but he has gone so far to make fun of me in front of his friends.
We used to talk about everything, and now all he wants to know who I like.
And I don't really want to tell him since he's being a jerk and all...
and I really don't trust him anymore.
ARGH!!!!!!
Although it might have something to do with the fact he's dating Kayla.
Kayla.
How can I describe her?
Evil.
I hate her.
I hate her more than I've ever hated anyone.
Even Nina.
(In case you don't know who Nina is because I've only talked about her once or twice before, she was my best friend in grade 3. And she completely ruined my life. Everyday she would tell me I was fat and ugly, and than my nose was too big, and my thighs were to fat, and that my skin was two pale. Everything she ever said about me is what I'm super self conscious about now.)
Every single day Kayla calls me a whore, or a b***h, or a slut.
Honestly.
She thinks she's soooooooo awesome.
Just because she's skinny...
and pretty....
and has actually had a boyfriend (several actually.... a couple at the same time)....
And she thinks that she also is superior to everyone else in our grade because she lost her virginity two months ago.
Honestly... she's 13.
What if she go pregnant?
That could ruin her whole life.
But she hates me back, unfortunately, so now she's trying to become best friends with Hailey and Michelle.
And they're totally falling for it.
At this point you're probably thinking "Sam, JUST STAND UP FOR YOURSELF. She can't do you any harm."
Well.
There was this girl Jade who was "supposedly" trying to steal her boyfriend.
So Kayla got her older sister to take her out behind the dumper.
The next day Jade dropped out and is now going to virtual school.
UGH!
I feel even more outcasted now.
I'm probably going to end up either a loner,
or hanging out with Bethany
(If you didn't read that post,
she kicked me, stole my iPod, scratched it, and when I pinched her ear and told her to give it back, she threw it at the ground and told me I didn't need to be a b***h.)
Not to mention my computer is stressing me out.
Photoshop won't work,
iLife won't work,
MSN keeps quitting on me,
and I can't burn CDs.
I hate leopard. -.-
It's just so... GRH!
Not to mention that fact that I'm completely worried about my report card.
I am having a little trouble in school,
I feel like I'm way behind in everything.
And all of my teachers are telling me that I need to work hard because I need to become a famous author because I have a "gift" (I wrote a stupid poem for a contest that was 12 lines long)
And my mom is always telling me I have to get into Princeton
And my dad is always telling me I need to get into MIT.
GRAHWM!!!
In conclusion:
All of my friends are ditching me,
Kayla is calling me name,
I'm super self conscious,
My computer sucks,
school is stressing me,
and I want to move somewhere else more than anything else in the whole world.
That is my Christmas wish.
[/rambley wall of text]
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 12:18 am
Heeeeh.... Poor Taka-chan, I feel so badly for you. It sounds like you are going through a very unpleasant time! Ne, if you need someone to listen to you on MSN, I would be more than happy to. I'm on pretty much every day... and I've been told I give good advice. I also went through a very bad time when I was twelve, so I may be able to sympathize a lot with you. No charge, either. wink In the meantime...
Tom -> Sit him down at school and ask him straight out WTF he thinks he is doing. Or Taka-chan could write him an e-mail if you think that would be better [but, be careful, sometimes written things can come back to haunt you]. Sometimes dating someone new can change a person, but that doesn't give him the right to be a bad friend to you [especially if he plans to come back to you once he and this girl break up]. I don't think Taka-chan should make allowances for him, i.e. "it's because he's dating". That's no excuse.
Kayla -> Saaa, evil slutty b***h. You do know, that beauty is only skin deep. Kayla may be pretty on the outside, but inside she is a very bad person. She sounds irresponsible and vindictive and petty and jealous. Taka-chan is beautiful on the inside, where it counts. Beauty on the inside will be around forever, but beauty on the outside will fade. When Kayla's outside matches her inside, Taka-chan's inside will still be beautiful.
Friends -> It's unfortunate that Hailey and Michelle are being duped by her. There's nothing Taka-chan can do about that, sadly [except stick pins into a voodoo doll that looks like Kayla]. DO NOT hang out with Bethany, because Taka-chan deserves better than that. These girls aren't good enough for you. They are being mislead by bad things.
Computer -> Your stress might be stressing out Photoshop and iLife; they don't hate you, but you might have to apologize. Ditto the CDs. MSN has issues, you might consider re-starting your computer or re-installing it.
Report Card -> Keh, so you have one bad report card. Taka-chan, I've had many good report cards and I've had some bad ones. Do you know what I've learned? School is not the end all of life. One bad grade, or several bad grades, does not put a permanent seal on your future. At the same time, parents can be so silly. Don't let them pin their dreams onto you. Taka-chan has to live her own life, and she will be even greater one day than she already is.
In conclusion -> Your friends don't deserve you. Kayla is a stupid b***h and you shouldn't listen to her. Everyone is self conscious, some of us just hide it better than others. All computers suck sometimes, but just remember, it allows you to get to us, so don't make it too mad. School isn't everything, and one day, it will be over. If you want to move somewhere else, grandparents, aunts, uncles, or a boarding school.
Gambare, Taka-chan! Don't let life get you down! I believe in you!
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 2:59 am
 Grin Evilly says: I agree with Sailor. :3
I bet things will turn out okay in the end. Are you in highschool yet? I bet you any money things will probably be better there. New teachers, new people. It'll be better, cause you don't have to hang around the peopple you currently do. D:
And that Kayla girl sounds... Ugh.
She sounds exactly like a girl I know. And her name was also Kayla.
She was like... absolutely gorgeous. And she was actually nice to me. But a b***h to everyone else.
Except the only difference is that she lost her virginity when she was eleven and smoked and stuff.
Which of course, is completely taboo and badass to eleven year olds. xD
Nowadays, she's apparently doing E and not going to school.
So, whatever, I guess. And she got into a huge car accident, and now her face is all lopsided, I hear.
Which is sad. Cause she actually used to be really nice looking. ♥♥♥
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 4:56 am
Wow. Sailor's words of wisdom.
Yeah, I'm having a shitty day too. Today was my last day of school. I'm supposed to be happy.
But yeah w/e. I'll sleep on it.
Kayla is ew. She makes me sick. You don't need people like that in your life. Screw her. Who cares about her, she's a loser.
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 9:37 pm
Sailor_Chibi
Heeeeh.... Poor Taka-chan, I feel so badly for you. It sounds like you are going through a very unpleasant time! Ne, if you need someone to listen to you on MSN, I would be more than happy to. I'm on pretty much every day... and I've been told I give good advice. I also went through a very bad time when I was twelve, so I may be able to sympathize a lot with you. No charge, either. wink In the meantime...
Sailor_Chibi
Tom -> Sit him down at school and ask him straight out WTF he thinks he is doing. Or Taka-chan could write him an e-mail if you think that would be better [but, be careful, sometimes written things can come back to haunt you]. Sometimes dating someone new can change a person, but that doesn't give him the right to be a bad friend to you [especially if he plans to come back to you once he and this girl break up]. I don't think Taka-chan should make allowances for him, i.e. "it's because he's dating". That's no excuse. Sailor_Chibi
Kayla -> Saaa, evil slutty b***h. You do know, that beauty is only skin deep. Kayla may be pretty on the outside, but inside she is a very bad person. She sounds irresponsible and vindictive and petty and jealous. Taka-chan is beautiful on the inside, where it counts. Beauty on the inside will be around forever, but beauty on the outside will fade. When Kayla's outside matches her inside, Taka-chan's inside will still be beautiful.
But knowing my luck she'll become the next Tyra Banks.Sailor_Chibi
Friends -> It's unfortunate that Hailey and Michelle are being duped by her. There's nothing Taka-chan can do about that, sadly [except stick pins into a voodoo doll that looks like Kayla]. DO NOT hang out with Bethany, because Taka-chan deserves better than that. These girls aren't good enough for you. They are being mislead by bad things.
Yes, but although they are ditching me for someone else, even if she is a mean and terrible person, it still means I have no friends. And I have no idea what I am going to do about that.Sailor_Chibi
Computer -> Your stress might be stressing out Photoshop and iLife; they don't hate you, but you might have to apologize. Ditto the CDs. MSN has issues, you might consider re-starting your computer or re-installing it.
Report Card -> Keh, so you have one bad report card. Taka-chan, I've had many good report cards and I've had some bad ones. Do you know what I've learned? School is not the end all of life. One bad grade, or several bad grades, does not put a permanent seal on your future. At the same time, parents can be so silly. Don't let them pin their dreams onto you. Taka-chan has to live her own life, and she will be even greater one day than she already is.
then I won't get into a good university,
and then I won't be able to get the job I want,
AND THEN I'LL HAVE TO WORK AT MCDONALDS PART TIME,
WHILE BEING A DRUG DEALER ON THE SIDE,
WITH 7 KIDS,
AND NO HUSBAND!
ARHGGMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!
-cough- Maybe your right.
Maybe I am just putting too much pressure on myself,
and maybe I just do need to live my own life :3Sailor_Chibi
In conclusion -> Your friends don't deserve you. Kayla is a stupid b***h and you shouldn't listen to her. Everyone is self conscious, some of us just hide it better than others. All computers suck sometimes, but just remember, it allows you to get to us, so don't make it too mad. School isn't everything, and one day, it will be over. If you want to move somewhere else, grandparents, aunts, uncles, or a boarding school.
Gambare, Taka-chan! Don't let life get you down! I believe in you!
A lot.
=D
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 10:58 pm
That Kayla person makes me sick.
And she lost her virginity at thirteen?
Is she crazy?
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Posted: Wed Dec 05, 2007 11:17 pm
  ... hmm... I forgot what I was going to say... Miss Sailor Chibi always intimidates me with her long posts xD My opinionFirst off, it's OKAY to be a loner At least in my eyes I mean, some people just can't deal with it But some people chose it And it's okay, you know The people who would make fun of you Are immature pricks And need to be brushed off sweetie :] One thing I remember my sister told me was That your friends in middle school won't be the same in high school Losing the jerk friends you have now Isn't so bad, especially if they're going to Make you feel anything but good, you know? Tom... is being an a** :] Ignore him, and let him be with 13 year old non virgin girl You can tell him how you feel But just be careful with what you say He might end up telling his girlfriend But ignore him and wait till they split up Self image I had LOTS of problems with that And only now I am coping with it I grew up overweight, and tall Not a good combo to make friends with But now, I am being more confidant, Especially with the way I carry myself I say, well at least I am excessively ugly or horrible To the point where I make eyes bleed xD I believe to focus on a certain body part And say it's awesome, and beautiful, yes! And I am happy I have it Proud of it And that's all I need to feel good about myself Oooh... D: I don't make sense D:
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 2:32 am
I know all too well your situation.
I have been there myself.
It wasn't pretty...and neither was I to think of it.
All I can say is hang in tight and that High school welcomes new people and a whole different set of standards...so does college...hmm..yuck.
Guys become a-holes as they get older...it's a fact of life...they don't come out of it until they are 30 or more.
I honestly still hate girls that act all "I'm better than you"
It's so superficial.
She probably...and I know you probably already know this or it's been stated, but she is probably very insecure and a slut herself by the sound of it.
She probably has problems at home as well, unstable stuff, that is behind closed doors.
Unfortunately a lot of young girls think that being a overbearing t**t is the cool thing.
I'm sure there are a lot of guys, who are afraid that they will be cast out, that are just playing along because they don't fully understand it yet.
One day she will wake up and think, "wow, why am I doing this?"
I'm sure if she has the ability to be a slut she probably already hates herself because of her low standards.
So be happy, you seem like a bright and wonderful girl, keep yourself high up there...people will notice.
Trust me, they will notice.
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 3:59 am
See, now I feel like I monopolize all the advice. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 9:27 am
gonk I got here too late,
everybody has already said
what I wanted to say.
BUT, I'mma say it anyways!
sweatdrop
First off, Tom.
Sit him down.
Tell him you need
to talk with him.
Ask him why the
heck he's treating
you like that.
Make it very, very
clear that you think
he's being a jerk
and you've stopped
trusting him.
Next point, Kayla.
It's hard, I know,
but you have to
ignore her when
she calls you names.
From what I know
of you, you're not
a b***h, slut, whore
or anything else
like that. Be the
better person and
just nod your head
and say "ok, I'm
sorry you feel that
way, is there any
thing else you
would like to share?"
If she sees it doesn't
really affect you, she'll
have to stop eventually.
And, honestly, she
sounds pretty ******** to have sex so
young.
Like Breathy said, it's
ok to be a loner. It's
so much better for you
to not hang out with
anybody than to hang
out with hypocrites
and/or other idiots.
I spent the entire sixth
grade without friends.
And I didn't even have
PPS back then.
I know how badly it
sucks, but things will
get better, and you
will find better people
to hang out with.
KICK YOUR COMPUTER!
Just kidding.
MSN has been really
glitchy for a while now,
everywhere in the world.
[well, probably not
everywhere, but certainly
in the center of Mexico,
California and wherever
you live in Canada.]
About Photoshop and
iLife, I've no advice
for you, there, since
I don't use either of
those, heh heh.
Finally, your report card.
First off, all parenta are like
that. They believe their
child is a super genius who
will do excellently at everything.
Parents don't remember how
they were in school.
Same with teachers.
Don't be too hard on
yourself if you're a little
behind on some things.
You going through a rough
time right now, but it'll pass
eventually, and you'll be
able to catch up.
Chin up, Taka!
And remember, I'm here
for you if you want to talk
about anything.
C:
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 9:28 am
>.>
pardon my wall
of text.
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Posted: Thu Dec 06, 2007 3:41 pm
Sweetheart. *Hugs* School's no fun. It'll be better once you're in high school, provided you go to one without the people you go to school with now.
If Tom is acting like this, he's not worth talking to right now. Maybe he'll change later on. If he does, good, give him another chance. Until then, don't bother talking to him. I know that you trust him and tell him a lot of things, but you should hold back on talking to him if he's like that.
Kayla had sex at 13. This is not a good thing. Don't feel inferior to her over it. She had to go out and have sex to try and prove that she was worth something. She's not to be envied, I promise.
And come on, a 13-year-old non-virgin that calls you a whore and a slut? Pfft, like her words are worth much in that department. You're above listening to people like her.
As far as my opinion goes, if she wants Michelle and Hailey, let her take them. They're not good enough to be your friends anyway. The bitches all deserve each other.
Don't hang out with Bethany. I don't care how slim your choices get. Do. Not. Hang. Out. With. Bethany. Being alone out of respect for yourself is better than being with people who don't respect you, okay?
Don't worry about your mom, dad, and teachers too much either. Middle school grades don't really matter. Just pass. Once you get into high school? Those are the grades that determine what colleges will take you. Honestly, I think that if you get past all of this social drama, your grades will go up.
Don't stress too much, doll. It's the holidays! Soon you'll have a two-week break from everything! Just keep that in mind, 'kay?
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