-=Daggers=-

The blood in these veins
has long run cold
glistening daggers all so old
still sharp as tacks at their points
can you hear the screams?
the pain is growing.....

inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I can't fool myself

Rage builds on the inside
heaven forgive me
for I have lied....
I won't be alright
I think I’ll die
I won't be ok
oh god I'm choking

inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I cant fool myself

this is it my moment of fame
a man to young
driven insane
the razor pressed flush against the vein
the feel of familiar cold metal
helps calm the man his thoughts will settle
and all is over with a slip of a hand
now in darkness good bye man....

inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
I know that I'm lying
I can't fool myself

decisions made far to0 rash
thoughts to control
I couldn't last
my mind is breaking
but its all to fast
I don't know exactly how long ill last
but....
inside I'm dieing
while my soul is crying
to make them all happy
i know that I'm lying
i cant fool myself

Here i sit at the end of it all
waiting, watching for eternity's call
the destiny I used to believe in
is far to busy massively deceiving
to make my acquaintance this dark day
I look at my life
pissed it all away
shadows turning
twist with desire
the darkest rapture
is a burning fire
(I can't....)
ice lingers on the horizon
(fool)
my eyes fail as I am rising
(my self)
i cant go on
all to dark
to far gone
i know i wont last
its been to long
I'm failing inside
too late I've died
your too late
too late
to save me

Never again....

end...


© -=SH4D3NH4ND=-, 2005-01-09
Comment: A poem turned song rejected by my one time bandmates.