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 Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 8:41 am
Does anyone have those kind of nights where your just lying in bed staring up at the ceiling & a thought pops into your head? It can be something pointless & completly irrelevent to anything thats going on in your life but it's that single thought that makes you realise that your life is pointless...it's the kinda situation where if you were standing on a cliff you'd be serious considering throwing yourself off!! But the wierd thing is you'll finally get to sleep then wake up in the morning & feel fine!!
I'm not suicidal or anything but these things happen to me am I a freak or does anyone have the same issues! whee !
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 8:48 am
I do, but I don't think about killing myself, I get really freaked out about dying. I mean have you really ever thought about being dead? Like what if there's really nothing out there? No Heaven, or no reincarnation, or whatever else there is. Just nothingness. No thoughts, no feelings, no friends or family. It freaks me out.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 8:52 am
wretchedpuppet I do, but I don't think about killing myself, I get really freaked out about dying. I mean have you really ever thought about being dead? Like what if there's really nothing out there? No Heaven, or no reincarnation, or whatever else there is. Just nothingness. No thoughts, no feelings, no friends or family. It freaks me out.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 8:59 am
it happends to me alot. mainly though my thoughts blast so loudly in my head that i start to shakeand whish i could do stuff to slience it. This is of course why i have a srink
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2005 1:38 pm
I get those thoughts alot, about anything good or bad, sometimes its about suicide but mostly its dreading what I know is to come like the new school year or having to go to my dads, in fact, it has been several months since I have been able to sleep without thinking of things like that. I acutally asked my mom to see if I can get that stuff that helps you sleep, Lunesta or something I think its called because there are night where I cant stop thinking til 4 or 5 in the morning on a school night.
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2005 2:04 am
I know what you mean. I had that last night actually...soooooooo tired! One night it was so bad I actually got hysterical and didn't sleep at all. It was really weird. in the morning I felt fine! twisted
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2005 11:29 am
It always happens to me whenever I have a moment of silence to myself or something. I guess when you have the time to yourself, you think of a lot of things ranging from really weird what-ifs to subjects of life and death.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2005 5:34 am
Yeah, I usually have those thoughts but mine has the opposite effect the next day. crying
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2005 10:41 am
Well, I have a lot of trouble sleeping at night because anxiety, just like some others here, I get very scared of death. Especially at night. I have panic attacks about once or twice a month at the idea. It's terrible. My high-stress level also contributes to my tossing and turning in my bed trying to quiet my dizzying thoughts. So I sleep less, and stress more. It sucks.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 1:50 am
I tend to just get panic-y about nothing in perticular. Stress, I suppose.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2005 3:32 pm
I have nights like that. It just gets to be so much, and I end up crying myself to sleep. I start to think about life and all the mistakes I make, and then my mind just keeps making it worse until I think that my future will be living on the street where everybody I ever loved hates me. Then I think about death and how damn scary that is, making the situation even worse. Those nights are real bad. I'm always amazed at how the human mind works, going from neutral thoughts to throughly depressing ones just from being alone. Stupid brain and its over thinking mad
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 4:13 am
I also have this issue when I'm at work and bored things just go over in my head & silly little things seem really important so I end up in tears...moral of this story never let me think or be bored
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:37 pm
when my is life's boring, then i think about how my life is pointless. however that rarely occurs even though that happen last night, but i talked to myself for an hour.
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Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 11:04 pm
lil_wiccan Does anyone have those kind of nights where your just lying in bed staring up at the ceiling & a thought pops into your head? It can be something pointless & completly irrelevent to anything thats going on in your life but it's that single thought that makes you realise that your life is pointless...it's the kinda situation where if you were standing on a cliff you'd be serious considering throwing yourself off!! But the wierd thing is you'll finally get to sleep then wake up in the morning & feel fine!!
I'm not suicidal or anything but these things happen to me am I a freak or does anyone have the same issues! whee ! every night/morning & at various points during every day i have these kinds of thoughts. i am not suicidal either, mind you.
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