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K, once you get in its grate compareed to highschool, but the getting in part sucks.
I also recomend to not read this is you don't like hearing the F word every few words, sorry, but I can't controle its usage much when im pissed.
Neather of my parents know anything about collage besides what there fun imaginations have thought up, but ofcorce they know everything and they know whats best for ME to do with MY life, and they are always right and anything that says otherwize is lieing cuz they are the ultamate trooth.
All they are realy proceding to do is make me mizrable.
I want to go to colage in maine. To get the ******** away from there over ******** controling ******** sick of them directley telling what i can and can not think, what opinyons i can and can't have, and trying to mold me in to a perfect little clone of themselves. I got ******** grounded for half a day for BURPING IN PUBLICK.
cuz its 'embaricing' You know what ********, its another fun part of being human and ill ******** burp if i want to.
Ive gotten intruble for things ive rittion in papers that they dident boleve in. Hello, im my own persion, get the ******** away.
Ive been yelled at about 5 times in the past week for saying i was gona vote democrat and that was the worst decision i could ever make.
Hello, I have political freedums, i can vote for whoever the ******** I want too.
Its MY life. LET ME ******** LIVE IT. you ruined yours good, im not gona let you ferther ruin mine, cuz youve allredy done a prity ******** good job of runing that.
Im also getting ******** sick of getting yelled at for crying. Like i can controle that. Yesterday, for instance, my father comes over hear to look at the colage i want to go too's tuition. and laughed, and said, as i quote "No way in hell"
So i started sobbing. and they proceded to get screemed at for sobing. My hopes and dreemes just got ******** smashed, Ill ******** cry if i want to.
"It not the end of the world" It the ******** end of my world, witch, by the way, if ******** diffrent from yourse.
All you care about is that everything is perfectley convenyent for you and that you can go drinking every friday-sunday.
She even ******** yelled at me for saying i will never drink a day in my life. A total drugie "don't nock it till you try it" bullshit. ********, if i chuse not to destroy my braincells and my liver at the same time, I won't. And you can't ******** make me drink.
I'm suck of going hungry cuz it wasent convenyent for them to cook dinner, and if i ask them too Ill get screemed at that im 17 and should be suporting myself.
By the way, by law, you have to suport me till in 18. there better be ******** food in this house so i can ******** cook something or im gona call child servises. like realy soon.
I'm so tempted to just give up on the whole colage bullshit. They won't pay for anything that i won't be mizrable with, cuz god ******** bid they may not beable to pay for 10 or so 5 dollar drinks for 3 nights in a row every week. Good for big they may have to take the boat out less often or buy smaller cars so there more gass officent. That wouldent be convenyent.
My mom directley said that she dident want me to go to callage up in mane cuz she wants me to 'doo something by myself" aka, stay home so she can controle every aspect of my life. She just doesent want me to be with hdog and be ******** happy and out of her controle. I sware, im just gona pass this ******** year of highschool, move out, and just go live with him.
Take that b***h.

They are offering me a 9k scollership for my grades...and i havent tryed loans yet, I don't realy understand them oh that much, but rooming with hdog cuts 10k out of the price. but she doesent hear me when I day this.

Thank you for the warning, and though I didn't read it 'cause you so nicely warned me, I really hope things get better for you
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