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ColorMeGone

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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2007 11:26 am

-s**t key that i use is screwed up. bear with me please!!!-
thanks~!

okay so, we all remember 'him'. right? Sean. Guy i was in love with. I guess i'm over it now. i'm not saying that i wasn't in love with him. i'm not saying that it wasn't real love. i'm not saying it wasn't true love for him. but i believe that you can be in love with someone one day and not be in love with them later on. you can move on. that's what i think. and i'm not gonna say that i don't love him anymore because i do love him, i'm just not IN love him. so we're cool now.

current problem:
i like some guy that i go to school with. it sucks 'cause i don't know if he likes me back. i don't know really. i think i like him though.
i'm slowly getting over my grandma's death. i see her places sometimes and i want to cry. a lot of times though, i see her at school and i hate crying in front of people. i'm starting to be able to think about her without flying off the wall and bawling my eyes out though. it's a start.
my dad just left for a seven month deployment sunday night. that's always a little hard. he'll be back for my brother's graduation in june. i'm a bit stressed about that right now.
high school's going fine i guess. chorus is ruling my life right now. i love it. i've got something to do and i can still hang out with a lot of my friends. i;ve made a lot of new friends too. my classes are pretty easy. i feel really weird in my algebra ii class 'cause i'm the only freshman. there's like, 2 sophmores in there so that doesn't make it any better.
anybody want to give me any tips for any of this??

Posted: Tue Dec 18, 2007 10:11 pm

[[SCREAM ME A LOVE SONG.]]

Wow...it's just a little freaky how similar what you're going through and my situation.

Well, darlin', I'm not sure what to tell you. [[Since I'm in the same boat and all]]
I'm sorry about your grandma.
My grandpa died a few years ago, and it's still not any better.
Just make sure you have someone you can talk things out with.
I know it sounds corny, but it does make you feel better when you feel like there's no one there.
I'm in the choir as well, it's my second year. =]
I'm a sophmore.
Honestly, I think choir is one of the best things to happen to me.
It keeps my mind off of things I'd rather not think about.
I know how you feel about the algebra 2 thing.
Last year, I was one of the only freshmans taking geometry and to make things a little more awkward I was one of the only students good at it.
I just tried to keep going as normal as possible.
Just ignore the fact that you're a freshman. You're all just students.
Think of it that way.
At my school, we don't really think about or notice the grades.
We notice the people, and I think that makes things a little easier.

I'm not sure if I helped you out in anyway, but if you ever need to talk, send me a PM. I'll be happy to listen.

<<Remember my name.>>
<<You'll be screaming it later.>>

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Posted: Thu Dec 20, 2007 3:21 am

Thanks. Last monday (the 10th) I managed to tell the guy I like that I like him. Since Monday(the 17th) we've been going out. He's a junior. ._. But it's all good. Except for the part where another one of my friends is pissed off at me and is calling me a lying slut. She says I've changed and I probably have, but I don't know what she means exactly. It's bothering me and she keeps saying that she wants to say all of it to my face, but I feel like she's not even trying to get in contact with me to do it. She knows where I hang out, she knows people who know where I hang out so I don't know why she hasn't done it yet. It's just really stupid,

Posted: Mon Dec 31, 2007 11:21 am

He destroyed my life...

Sadly some girls can be petty like that.
But well done on getting your man! *hugs*

Now I will destroy him.

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Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 3:37 pm

So Margot's not mad at me anymore. I'm really happy about that. We ended up working things out so it's all patched up~! >W< yay~ I have my friend back.

thanks for the congrats~!! <33 I really like him.

Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2008 3:32 pm

But not anymore.
Every dream I have ends with me hurting and longing for more. More of the pain or more of what I enjoyed, it really doesn't matter to me which. I'm not going to do something stupid this time though.

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