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 Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 7:02 pm
She grabbed the front of his shirt when he licked her ear. A moment later, when she could move again, she sat with one leg on either side of his own. Smiling brightly, she sighed a bit, wrapping her arms around his neck again. "No .. not just you males. And you know this very much. I need a little more time .. for reasons you do not wish to hear, I know this before I even speak them. And I know this tries your patience, I do apologies for being indecisive .. actually, no, I do not apologize.
I wish to be careful, to do what I know is right when the time is right and .. everything. A part of me is of the mind to mate with you right now. I know I would enjoy myself. However the majority of me feels it would be unfair for you. I am rushing things because of the unresolved relationship I have. I require closure and I am confident he would care to have closure also. I need him to understand that I need someone who is here for me .. like you are, like they are! Everyone else is here for me more than my own love." she said passionately, stopping when she said that. Looking defeated, she was unsure how more she could express herself, having doubt of how much sense she was making.
Slouching slightly, she wrapped her arms around his waist, resting her head against his chest. She really did enjoy his warmth, his strength which brought an unmatched feeling of security and the way she could now touch him, hold him, without fear of anger or pain to follow. "If you find my inexperience intolerable, I understand. I wish not to frustrate you. I wish to be with you, like this, enjoying this time together. There is nothing, no where and no one I would rather be with tonight."
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Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 7:07 pm
The Dark Titan frowned upon hearing her speak the words he knew were coming. But, much likely to her great surprise he softly whispered the phrase "You don't have to explain anything. We understand. We will wait for you then. If it is meant to happen, it will happen. We can take solace in that when we feel the urges building. It will be all the sweeter when it does take place. For the both of us we do so dearly hope." he said. When she slouched down resting her head against his chest he caressed through her blue locks of hair and put the arm that wasn't moving around her to provide the feeling of warmth and security as much of 360 degrees as he could physically cover.
"Us too my dear, us too" he added commenting on how there was nowhere he'd rather be. Though, this was sort of a lie. He would obviously rather be down naked on the floor with her right now but, still with her technically.
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Posted: Sat Oct 04, 2008 7:13 pm
Falling asleep right there, genuinely happy in his arms, would be just fine to her. However, just in case he wished for other accommodations .. "There is a bed towards the rear of the room if you prefer. Though, if it is not too much to ask, I would very much like to fall asleep like this .. would not .. be .. long .." Her soft voice was barely above a whisper as she spoke, clearly about two seconds from sleep as it was, but still she could not allow herself this much needed rest without ensuring he was taken care of.
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