Lets say you like someone.
Lets say they like you back.
Lets say legally, you two can't be together.
Distance is another problem.
So maybe just a little part of you wants to bring it up to the next level.
Physically, emotionally.. you want to bring it all together.
But you can't.
So where do you do now?
Wait 4 more years.
That's frustrating.
Lets say you have a younger friend living with you in the house.
And everytime you tell her to do something she gives you a glare and acts snooty.
Doesn't really respect her mom, either.
It effects your mood, and you feel depressed because of it.
You would only hope she'd be courteous enough to do things without you having to tell her.
And then when you do tell her, not give you any s**t for her because you do all sorts of stuff to make it so she doesn't really have to do anything around the house, or get yelled at for it.
And at the end of the day you're tired, and she makes a small mess in the bathroom and she gives you a big pouty glare, and snaps at you "fine" and you snap back at her "Thanks." and she gives you s**t for you snapping at her.
You feel used.
Frustrating.
You feel a lack of balance and a lack of role model in your early teens when you're looking for some way to shape yourself into something that's not a stupid ungrateful shithead, and to try and shape yourself into something that'll benefit society.
You feel the pressure of growing up, and trying to avoid the ordinary minimum wage jobs, and trying to study for college, when you feel a general frustration that you're not being challenged enough, and your parents don't have the money to buy things that could help you challenge yourself.
Frustration~
It's disapointing because you're not quite sure where to pick everything apart and try to put it back together correctly.
Being a teenager is a lot more work then I thought it would be. >__<
