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 Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 6:23 am
This is a rant.
You don't have to read it or reply or anything, I just need to vent for a while and I didn't know where else to put it. I'll put it in white like Tai did a while ago. That way you don't have to look at my annoying ramblings.
So I have this homework for Tuesday and I've had all week to do it but, as usual, I've put it off to the last minute. I have to read this story and answer two pages of questions on it and it just makes me mad.
I tried reading it today and I can't even concentrate on it it's so ******** boring. Why is it they only give you crap to read where nothing happens for twenty pages?
I know it's childish and stupid but I just hate the fact that I have to waste my time doing all this meaningless s**t so I can write down on a piece of paper that I took english in college so I can get a decent job. I can read and I can write - isn't that enough? Why should I have to spend hours analysing every word of a crappy story about farmers, noting every metaphor and trying to figure out what the writer was thinking when he wrote it? It means nothing.
And I can't stop worrying about what happens next. This year I'm finishing getting the qualifications I'll need but then what? I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm taking psychology because it fascinates me but I'd rather die than become a psychologist. I'm taking philosophy because it's interesting but I can't exactly become a philosopher. There are only a few months left until I have to start applying to universities and I have no idea what I'm going to do.
I don't want to do anything. I just want to go places. I want to travel and see everything but that's out of the question since my stupid over-protective b***h of a mother would think I was abandoning her or something.
And the idea of going out and getting a job just makes me want to kill myself. Every possibility I can think of bores me. It all seems meaningless.
Ugh...I'm sorry. I'm just in such a bad mood and I can't switch my brain off. This was a waste of time.
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 9:40 am
If you dont know what to do when you get older do a whole bunch of under grad work in college...But thats just a lot more of the stuff your doing now in high school. Basic classes, just more specifics.
Prep HQ (I dont know if you have that ask your councilor) Its an online thing that can organize a lot of your info and keeps note of colleges your interested in. And it makes applications for colleges easier.
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Posted: Sun Oct 07, 2007 12:10 pm
I'm already in college. Not doing a proper course or anything, just getting the qualifications I missed out on after dropping out of high school.
But thanks, I'll look into that.
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