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i guess this describes me as of now:

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" by Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's ******** up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

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i wish someone would sing "Iris" to me. i'm such a sucker for modern day serenade songs.

By Thalia

all this time i've been trying hard to hear you
to understand you, and to console you
i know your life, it's never been that simple
but nows the time to close the circle
to start over again is something scary
i know those bruises in your heart are there forever
but now the time to start again stronger then ever
and show the world in your own way that your never going to go through this again

you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
he stabbed you in the back
and he broke your heart in half
but that will make you stronger
no suffering no longer
you'll learn from your mistakes
and there ain't no coming back
now go enjoy your life and
your going to laugh so hard
you are never going to cry once again for a guy
you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
but atleast you learned somehow

but if now you can not stop thinking of his love
and his kisses and his caresses
if in the night, cant sleep because you miss him
just remember the pain you've been through

to start over again is something scary
i know those bruises in your heart are there forever
but nows the time to start again stronger then ever
and show the world in your way that you will never going to go through this again

you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
he stabbed you in the back
and he broke your heart in half
but that will make you stronger
no suffering no longer
you'll learn from your mistakes
and there ain't no coming back
now go enjoy your life and
your going to laugh so hard
you are never going to cry once again for a guy
you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
but atleast you learned somehow

(break down)

nows the time to start again stronger then ever
and show the world in your own way that you will never going
to go through this again

you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
he stabbed you in the back
and he broke your heart in half
but that will make you stronger
no suffering no longer
you'll learn from your mistakes
and there ain't no coming back
now go enjoy your life and
your going to laugh so hard
you are never going to cry once again for a guy
you know he never loved you
you know he never wanted you
but atleast you learned somehow

Green Day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams Lyrics


I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
F**ked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!


(even though no one is literally alone in the world..some people can't help feeling alone..that's how i feel alone most of the time)

i dont know the lyrics but its the hollywood undead- turn off the lights.... rofl

my life can be described by NIN Hurt, Evanescence My Immortal and Imaginary and Breathe No More, Linkin Parks Somewhere i Belong, and Dust in the Wind Kansas(thats just life in general)

bad habit

biting keeps your words at bay
tending to the sores that stay
happiness is just a gash away
when i open a familiar scar
pain goes shooting like a star
comfort hasn't failed to follow so far...

and you might say it's self-indulgent
you might say its self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be healthy

& pens and penknives take the blame
crane my neck & scratch my name
but the ugly marks
are worth the momentary gain...
when i jab a sharpened object in
choirs of angels seem to sing
hymns of hate in memorandum

and you might say it's self-indulgent
and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, it's more productive
than if i were to be happy

and sappy songs about sex and cheating
bland accounts of two lovers meeting
make me want to give mankind a beating

and you might say it's self-destructive
but, you see, i'd kick the bucket
sixty times before i'd kick the habit

and as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
that even if i quit
there's not a chance in hell i'd stop
and anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind

and you might say its self-inflicted
but you see that's contradictive
why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?

and pain opinions are sitcom feeding
they dont know that their minds are teething
makes me want to give mankind a beating

i'm tried bandages and sinking
i've tried gloves and even thinking
i've tried vaseline
i've tried everything
and no-one cares if your back is bleeding
they're concerned with their hair receding
looking back it was all maltreating
every thought that occurred misleading

makes me want to give myself a beating....

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE LLAMAS YAY!!!!!! GO LLAMAS!!!! heart heart heart this is now my fav. song in the world