Are apparently on neutral terms right now, I guess.
I don't want to talk to her, she doesn't ever want to have anything to do with me, but earlier this year, I gave her a note asking for a truce, and I guess she went for it.
She's also been walking around school with this unattractive blonde guy, whom I hope is her boyfriend, so I won't have any jealousy at all. :B
I'm glad someone's keeping her busy.
But, today she added me for the millionth time on Myspace, and I tried going to her profile, for some dumb reason.
Even, just...clicking on her picture puts a billion pounds on my chest. I skimmed her about me, and I felt like I was going to throw up.
It doesn't have anything to do what she said, it's just...a lot for me to take in, I have a lot of bad memories on that webpage. So I escaped, and my nausia is subsiding.
Coincidentally, the girl I have my main crush on is also named Sarah. :">
Or Sara. I haven't seen it spelled out yet.
Anyway, I've told you guys about her. She's gorgeous and long, and she looks like Kaiii. And I recently told one of her close friends via note that I had a crush on her. So we'll see how that goes about. 0:
One more thing.
I probably have really weird day dreams compared to some teenagers. D:
I was lying in bed this morning, and I was thinking abouttt...
Watching America's Next Top Model. With my daughter. And messing around, and showing her how to walk like a model, like those creepy toddler girl pagaents. And she was giggling and all, and her mother was laughing on the sidelines.
idk, I'm weird.
XD
...
That is all.
I don't want to talk to her, she doesn't ever want to have anything to do with me, but earlier this year, I gave her a note asking for a truce, and I guess she went for it.
She's also been walking around school with this unattractive blonde guy, whom I hope is her boyfriend, so I won't have any jealousy at all. :B
I'm glad someone's keeping her busy.
But, today she added me for the millionth time on Myspace, and I tried going to her profile, for some dumb reason.
Even, just...clicking on her picture puts a billion pounds on my chest. I skimmed her about me, and I felt like I was going to throw up.
It doesn't have anything to do what she said, it's just...a lot for me to take in, I have a lot of bad memories on that webpage. So I escaped, and my nausia is subsiding.
Coincidentally, the girl I have my main crush on is also named Sarah. :">
Or Sara. I haven't seen it spelled out yet.
Anyway, I've told you guys about her. She's gorgeous and long, and she looks like Kaiii. And I recently told one of her close friends via note that I had a crush on her. So we'll see how that goes about. 0:
One more thing.
I probably have really weird day dreams compared to some teenagers. D:
I was lying in bed this morning, and I was thinking abouttt...
Watching America's Next Top Model. With my daughter. And messing around, and showing her how to walk like a model, like those creepy toddler girl pagaents. And she was giggling and all, and her mother was laughing on the sidelines.
idk, I'm weird.
XD
...
That is all.
