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 Posted: Thu Sep 06, 2007 3:17 pm
I don't think I've been treating "crue" very well, he's never been this pessimistic about when we'll get to talk. And he never says things like "You should be okay with this because you do it all the time."
I'm worried.
I mean, it might be better for him, but I don't want him to leave me. crying
I had calmed down my tears while I ate, but then I shivered and remembered him. crying *there is not a proper smiley for actual, audible sobbing*
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 5:45 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 11:26 am
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:05 pm
Well, I was momentarily distracted while I solved a puzzle the other day, and he says that I "ditched him for a puzzle" And we couldn't talk much because he had to go spend time with his grandpa. Then yesterday he had to work, and so he couldn't talk to me much either, and today he's going out with his friends on short notice (That's the thing he said "Which you should be okay with because you do it all the time") and then on Saturday I'm going to be gone, because I have to go bowling with Phi Theta Kappa & Big Brothers Big Sisters, and then he's gone somewhere Sunday (I don't think he said where) and on Monday I'm taking a campus tour of the University of South Florida Tampa campus. So, we might not even talk until Tuesday. gonk
And it just sounds like he hates me now, or at least doesn't love me anymore. Because this morning I had a dream that he cheated on me, and then was posting on gaia with the two girls he did it with, and I told him this morning about it. And he said "Unlike you, I wouldn't do that." I hate it when he brings that up!!!! crying
I feel horrible, nothing has been able to really cheer me up since then. Actually, since the day before yesterday. The only thing that got me a little more cheerful was that, in Literature, we had to write stories similar to the style that Margaret Atwood uses in "Happy Endings." So, all the cliche "happily ever after" stories end with. "And then they die."
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:20 pm
FyoraSilverwolf Well, I was momentarily distracted while I solved a puzzle the other day, and he says that I "ditched him for a puzzle" And we couldn't talk much because he had to go spend time with his grandpa. Then yesterday he had to work, and so he couldn't talk to me much either, and today he's going out with his friends on short notice (That's the thing he said "Which you should be okay with because you do it all the time") and then on Saturday I'm going to be gone, because I have to go bowling with Phi Theta Kappa & Big Brothers Big Sisters, and then he's gone somewhere Sunday (I don't think he said where) and on Monday I'm taking a campus tour of the University of South Florida Tampa campus. So, we might not even talk until Tuesday. gonk And it just sounds like he hates me now, or at least doesn't love me anymore. Because this morning I had a dream that he cheated on me, and then was posting on gaia with the two girls he did it with, and I told him this morning about it. And he said "Unlike you, I wouldn't do that." I hate it when he brings that up!!!! crying I feel horrible, nothing has been able to really cheer me up since then. Actually, since the day before yesterday. The only thing that got me a little more cheerful was that, in Literature, we had to write stories similar to the style that Margaret Atwood uses in "Happy Endings." So, all the cliche "happily ever after" stories end with. "And then they die." ... He is being ridiculous. So what if you go out with your friends on short notice? IT HAPPENS! And that "cheating" thing.. he needs to learn to ******** forgive you if he stayed with you. Not dwell on it like a child. He's being totally unfair to you, Fyora.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:37 pm
Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Well, I was momentarily distracted while I solved a puzzle the other day, and he says that I "ditched him for a puzzle" And we couldn't talk much because he had to go spend time with his grandpa. Then yesterday he had to work, and so he couldn't talk to me much either, and today he's going out with his friends on short notice (That's the thing he said "Which you should be okay with because you do it all the time") and then on Saturday I'm going to be gone, because I have to go bowling with Phi Theta Kappa & Big Brothers Big Sisters, and then he's gone somewhere Sunday (I don't think he said where) and on Monday I'm taking a campus tour of the University of South Florida Tampa campus. So, we might not even talk until Tuesday. gonk And it just sounds like he hates me now, or at least doesn't love me anymore. Because this morning I had a dream that he cheated on me, and then was posting on gaia with the two girls he did it with, and I told him this morning about it. And he said "Unlike you, I wouldn't do that." I hate it when he brings that up!!!! crying I feel horrible, nothing has been able to really cheer me up since then. Actually, since the day before yesterday. The only thing that got me a little more cheerful was that, in Literature, we had to write stories similar to the style that Margaret Atwood uses in "Happy Endings." So, all the cliche "happily ever after" stories end with. "And then they die." ... He is being ridiculous. So what if you go out with your friends on short notice? IT HAPPENS! And that "cheating" thing.. he needs to learn to ******** forgive you if he stayed with you. Not dwell on it like a child. He's being totally unfair to you, Fyora. But I've never met anyone who's even half what he is to me... And I've never met another man that I can imagine being the groom on my wedding day. I've also never met any man that I could imagine actually having sex with, except him.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:39 pm
FyoraSilverwolf Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Well, I was momentarily distracted while I solved a puzzle the other day, and he says that I "ditched him for a puzzle" And we couldn't talk much because he had to go spend time with his grandpa. Then yesterday he had to work, and so he couldn't talk to me much either, and today he's going out with his friends on short notice (That's the thing he said "Which you should be okay with because you do it all the time") and then on Saturday I'm going to be gone, because I have to go bowling with Phi Theta Kappa & Big Brothers Big Sisters, and then he's gone somewhere Sunday (I don't think he said where) and on Monday I'm taking a campus tour of the University of South Florida Tampa campus. So, we might not even talk until Tuesday. gonk And it just sounds like he hates me now, or at least doesn't love me anymore. Because this morning I had a dream that he cheated on me, and then was posting on gaia with the two girls he did it with, and I told him this morning about it. And he said "Unlike you, I wouldn't do that." I hate it when he brings that up!!!! crying I feel horrible, nothing has been able to really cheer me up since then. Actually, since the day before yesterday. The only thing that got me a little more cheerful was that, in Literature, we had to write stories similar to the style that Margaret Atwood uses in "Happy Endings." So, all the cliche "happily ever after" stories end with. "And then they die." ... He is being ridiculous. So what if you go out with your friends on short notice? IT HAPPENS! And that "cheating" thing.. he needs to learn to ******** forgive you if he stayed with you. Not dwell on it like a child. He's being totally unfair to you, Fyora. But I've never met anyone who's even half what he is to me... And I've never met another man that I can imagine being the groom on my wedding day. I've also never met any man that I could imagine actually having sex with, except him. Well, you should really think about it. Is that worth being miserable? Or do you think a period of awkwardness that could lead you thinking about other guys like that could be worth it?
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 12:59 pm
Well...I think someone somewhere has said this before, but...The bad times are miserable, but the good times are the best there's ever been...
And I wouldn't be able to get close enough to a guy I could possibly want, and the only reason I'd even look at another guy is his resemblance to "crue." And that would be what I'd judge any suitors by: How much they're like him.
He's weird about me saying that, because it's talking about other guys, but I'd think that'd be a compliment, and that's really, seriously what happens. If I see someone with long, black hair, my eyes are drawn to them. (Of course, he cut his now, and I have no idea what it looks like.)
I think the only possible solution might be some time apart, but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid I'll lose him, or he'll think he's lost me, which is almost worse...I don't think either of us would date anyone else during the time, but he'd think I would, and I'd worry he would, and have to try to console myself with the fact that he has said he wouldn't/won't.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 1:03 pm
FyoraSilverwolf Well...I think someone somewhere has said this before, but...The bad times are miserable, but the good times are the best there's ever been... And I wouldn't be able to get close enough to a guy I could possibly want, and the only reason I'd even look at another guy is his resemblance to "crue." And that would be what I'd judge any suitors by: How much they're like him. He's weird about me saying that, because it's talking about other guys, but I'd think that'd be a compliment, and that's really, seriously what happens. If I see someone with long, black hair, my eyes are drawn to them. (Of course, he cut his now, and I have no idea what it looks like.) I think the only possible solution might be some time apart, but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid I'll lose him, or he'll think he's lost me, which is almost worse...I don't think either of us would date anyone else during the time, but he'd think I would, and I'd worry he would, and have to try to console myself with the fact that he has said he wouldn't/won't. Well. You do sound obsessed with a guy. And that can be really unhealthy, too. So, time apart would be the best, just to clear your head and really think about things.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 1:10 pm
Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Well...I think someone somewhere has said this before, but...The bad times are miserable, but the good times are the best there's ever been... And I wouldn't be able to get close enough to a guy I could possibly want, and the only reason I'd even look at another guy is his resemblance to "crue." And that would be what I'd judge any suitors by: How much they're like him. He's weird about me saying that, because it's talking about other guys, but I'd think that'd be a compliment, and that's really, seriously what happens. If I see someone with long, black hair, my eyes are drawn to them. (Of course, he cut his now, and I have no idea what it looks like.) I think the only possible solution might be some time apart, but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid I'll lose him, or he'll think he's lost me, which is almost worse...I don't think either of us would date anyone else during the time, but he'd think I would, and I'd worry he would, and have to try to console myself with the fact that he has said he wouldn't/won't. Well. You do sound obsessed with a guy. And that can be really unhealthy, too. So, time apart would be the best, just to clear your head and really think about things. It'd be really hard for me. We tried it one night, and I just started sobbing and within 15 minutes I was like "I can't take this any more!!!"
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 1:17 pm
FyoraSilverwolf Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Well...I think someone somewhere has said this before, but...The bad times are miserable, but the good times are the best there's ever been... And I wouldn't be able to get close enough to a guy I could possibly want, and the only reason I'd even look at another guy is his resemblance to "crue." And that would be what I'd judge any suitors by: How much they're like him. He's weird about me saying that, because it's talking about other guys, but I'd think that'd be a compliment, and that's really, seriously what happens. If I see someone with long, black hair, my eyes are drawn to them. (Of course, he cut his now, and I have no idea what it looks like.) I think the only possible solution might be some time apart, but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid I'll lose him, or he'll think he's lost me, which is almost worse...I don't think either of us would date anyone else during the time, but he'd think I would, and I'd worry he would, and have to try to console myself with the fact that he has said he wouldn't/won't. Well. You do sound obsessed with a guy. And that can be really unhealthy, too. So, time apart would be the best, just to clear your head and really think about things. It'd be really hard for me. We tried it one night, and I just started sobbing and within 15 minutes I was like "I can't take this any more!!!" Ah, I see. ._.;
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 1:25 pm
Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Sailor Olympia FyoraSilverwolf Well...I think someone somewhere has said this before, but...The bad times are miserable, but the good times are the best there's ever been... And I wouldn't be able to get close enough to a guy I could possibly want, and the only reason I'd even look at another guy is his resemblance to "crue." And that would be what I'd judge any suitors by: How much they're like him. He's weird about me saying that, because it's talking about other guys, but I'd think that'd be a compliment, and that's really, seriously what happens. If I see someone with long, black hair, my eyes are drawn to them. (Of course, he cut his now, and I have no idea what it looks like.) I think the only possible solution might be some time apart, but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid I'll lose him, or he'll think he's lost me, which is almost worse...I don't think either of us would date anyone else during the time, but he'd think I would, and I'd worry he would, and have to try to console myself with the fact that he has said he wouldn't/won't. Well. You do sound obsessed with a guy. And that can be really unhealthy, too. So, time apart would be the best, just to clear your head and really think about things. It'd be really hard for me. We tried it one night, and I just started sobbing and within 15 minutes I was like "I can't take this any more!!!" Ah, I see. ._.; Yeah, I feel worse without him than just when he's mad at me, and I feel pretty miserable then.
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 1:56 pm
screw both of you, if she didnt make it sound like she didnt do anything, i wouldnt have a problem with this
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 2:28 pm
this is kinda pathetic, its like shes looking for attention. she even just told me that she wrote it like this cause she wanted to be cheered up. if you guys knew EVERYTHING, and not just what she feeds you, you prolly wouldnt side with her. at this point i rly dont care. so if your gona side against me, ******** you
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Posted: Fri Sep 07, 2007 2:45 pm
*silence*
{Posting to say I read this.}
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