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Hahahaha yeah...*takes deep breath and lets it out* Let's see what I can remember...(This might be a very long post...Sorry sweatdrop )

I started off as normal me. I remember meeting these guys (I think there were...3 or 4 of them) that were kinda strange. But for some reason, even though they were strange, I liked them so I started hanging around with them. Well, one of them in particular was the one I liked the most. We would hang out a lot together. One day he had a stop to make and seeing as I was with him, we went together. It was a club of some kind. We were greeted at the outer area of the club (there was an outer area for general public, and an inner area where only certain people could get to) by a girl who seemed a bit familiar with him. She did not like me. But because I was with him, she tolerated me. Anyway, he asked her something, and she looked at me. She made a comment to me that was quite rude, and I made a comment back to her that was equally rude. When she disappeared for a minute, he congratulated me on that comment lol. When she came back, she said that we could go in, BUT we had to change our clothes first. He didn't seem too familiar with this part...Maybe it had changed or something since he last visited? Here's where the gothic-y sexyness comes in. Anyway, she led us through a door behind the counter and when you walked through, you saw a lot of gothic-y sexy dressed men and women. Mostly women. A few guys here and there. I remember being a bit turned on sweatdrop but quickly being embarrassed also, so I would look anywhere but at people. She led us to these changing rooms that had doors like elevator doors. In fact, I thought people were getting into elevators. She kinda pushed my guy friend into the first one, and then told me to get in the other one. So I did. I don't remember what happened while I was in the weird dressing room, but I remember coming out of it dressed in a gothic-y sexy outfit that I would NEVER have even dreamed of wearing...I was very self conscious. The chick grinned at me, apparently liking what she saw. But she just laughed and walked away. My guy friend wasn't out yet. So I just had to kinda stand around, waiting....Well I caught the interest of a few girls, and a guy or two. Can't remember what I did or said to them. I think I told them I was waiting on someone. When the guy finally came out of the dressing room, he was even more oddly dressed than me, and had like a hand cuff or chain or something around his wrist...He matched a few of the other guys. I was not able to talk to him, though, because as soon as he came out the dressing room, he was lead to the front of the room with all the other guys dressed like him. They were being shown off. I remember seeing that the guy was not happy at this, that he was...nervous? Self conscious also? All the while the chick that brought us back here was laughing, grinning evilly at us.....See, I think that's when I figured it out. Almost everybody in the club were vampires. Me and my guy friend were human. After he was shown off, he was grabbed and thrown back into the dressing room, as was I (different dressing rooms, of course). But this time it wasn't like a dressing room. It was more like a holding cell/cage. Our rooms were back to back but we couldn't see each other because it was solid walls and we had no idea we were so close. We couldn't get out, nothing. Only the outsiders had access to us. I remember I was told by the evil chick that I was could not come out until I became a vampire OR there was one other thing, but I'm not listing that sweatdrop I remember walking around the small room, wondering how I would get out. I did not want to be a vampire, and I definitely did not want the other thing. As I was walking around, I was touching walls, looking for some way out, when I touched a wall and somehow realized that my guy friend was on the other side, but because I couldn't hear him or anything, I just sat against that wall, feeling somewhat comforted knowing he was right there also, knowing he knew I was too. Somehow, we managed to open part of the elevator doors that separated us, and we were able to talk, and hold fingers (that was as much as we could get through the small opening)...We were talking about how to get out of there. I think I remember finding out that he had already been turned into a vampire...Or that he had been one all along...I can't remember which one. Either way, I found out he was a vampire. But I didn't care. He was still my friend. Anyway, we heard his main door start to open, so I had to let go quickly and hide, we had to close the door between us as best we could. The sexy vampire chick was mad because she had heard him talking, but was thinking there was no way for him to be talking to someone because of the room. Then she opened my door, but I pretended to be asleep, so she definitely didn't believe he was talking. She closed our doors and left. We opened the one between again and had to talk seriously about how to get away. I don't remember all the options we talked over, but I do remember the next time the sexy vampire chick came around. We had to close the door again, of course. But this time she came to my room. She walked in and closed the door behind her. I was sitting in the room, my knees to my chin, somewhat afraid of her as she circled me, talking out loud, telling me what she should do with me. I remember she pulled out a sharp blade of some kind. I wouldn't respond to her questions, so she cut me. I whimpered, of course, but after her next cut, I jumped up and grabbed her arm, and that's where the fighting started. We fought with that blade, me keeping it away from me, slashing at her, and her slashing at me, getting me of course (I can't be invincible =P). I remember being the one to gain control of her though, making her open my door. I had the blade to her neck as we walked out of the room and into the main hall of the club, but this time nobody was there. I guess it was closed for a while. I remember forcing her to open his door, and let him out...Now, what I don't remember is what happened from that point, to the point where we got out of the inner club. I just remember being free in the end. BARELY making it out of the inner club because of fights, and then once they followed us into the outer club, we still made it out somehow. And that was the end of my weird dream!

Bizarre doesn't begin to define it, right? sweatdrop

Nope. I watched "Interview with a Vampire" maybe 3 or more weeks ago...But that's all. I haven't even read a vampire book lately. I've been reading Johanna Lindsey romance novels XD

I had a dream last night based on the book I'm reading right now. I read about two chapters before going to bed, I'm sure that's why lol. Anyway, the book is called "Once a Princess" by Johanna Lindsey.

The dream started off in my back yard. I don't remember much about that except that I was normal me and I was....I think decorating for Christmas? Or picking up decorations....Something like that. Anyway, this mysterious guy came around claiming to be a crown prince. He told me that I was born a princess, his betrothed, and that I had to come with him to his foreign land to marry him. He told me I had to leave behind my past life, and any memories of it. That I needed to forget about it. I remember not being happy with that, but being forced to follow. Because I didn't want to marry him, I did everything possible to repulse him and his men, but that didn't work. I remember the only way to his kingdom was through some kind of portal. Weeeeird portal. It was like we were in my area one minute, his the next. Anyway, I remember having to wear the dresses to look like a princess, and everyone knows I hate dresses. I had these special shoes though, that I wouldn't take off. They wanted me to wear the fancy smancy shoes that they had, but I refused. I also remember meeting his parents, which the funny thing is they were played by some people I know irl. It was the queen, though, that was doing most of my dressing and teaching and crap. I didn't like her, and she didn't like me. Anyway, I remember walking in his yard and watching the guys (his friends). They all got excited and climbed up a trampoline to jump. But the crown prince, my betrothed, was not. He was sitting, watching them. Well they were having fun and I remember deciding "Hey, what way to repulse him more than to act like a boy and jump on the trampoline?" so I kicked off my shoes, ran up the ladder, and started jumping just as high as the guys. They were impressed, and I remember not paying any attention to my betrothed until I had officially gained the guys' liking and stuff. Then I remember grinning and turning to face my betrothed (still jumping, I might add) and that's when I realized that he was not ticked off like I thought he'd be, but he was grinning at me, amused by the way I was acting. The thing that kinda caught me off guard was that's when I realized the crown prince was played by my ex boyfriend, Austin rofl Anyway, I remember the queen coming out and she wasn't too happy with me jumping around so she ordered me off. I did as I was told, climbing down. But when I went to look for my special shoes, I couldn't find them! I looked everywhere! I was so sad! Then when I finally found them, I saw that one of them was torn and messed up. I remember bawling in tears, crying so hard it hurt. Nobody could understand why I was crying. They told me they'd get me another pair of shoes. I told them NO! That it wasn't the same. I finally had to explain to them that MY shoes were my mom's shoes, the only memory I had of her. Everyone was mad at that (because I was told to leave all memories behind). But the queen was not mad. She sympathized with me. Would that be the word? Anyway, she looked at the shoe and told me that it could be fixed. It was only then, after she assured me it could be fixed and that I could keep the shoes, that I agreed to wear any pair of shoes they wanted me to. And that's the last of the dream that I remember lol.

But see, at some point during that dream, me and some girls went to a restaurant similar to McDonalds and were arguing over how healthy it was and if it was a good choice...But I don't remember that part sweatdrop

Damnit RaGe - After that horror movie last night - And the talk of dreams that we had.
I had a dream that I was sitting by a streer lamp - As my Gaia avatar and one of those beasties from The Descent tried to eat me - And instead, ate my Grunny D=
Which made me angry - And I made it chase me into a bright light, where it was blinded - And I kicked it's head in.
Really scary - AND NO ONE ELSE WAS AROUND.

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YAY i remember to bring my dream dictionarys with me

i had a utterly DISGUSTING dream last night..


I started to itch my head and found a lil spot type lump - somehow i could see it dispite it being on the top of my head and i started picking at it, it burst and pus came out and more appreared - bigger more ballon like things that burst and mould spores came out - inside this ballon thing was more smaller bumps and mould stuff

it was sick..






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I want to have more dreams about furries crying

I've only had one so far:

Apparently we were all in captivity, under experiments, and a bunch of us escaped. I don't know what I was, but I was following a female skunk. (We are half human- half animal for those who don't know)
We ended up hiding in a crawlspace above a door, and ended up entering what appeared to be an auditorium. All the prisoners were having a meeting, but were interrupted by intruders, to which we fleed.

After that, I woke up and I'm like eek

Poor furries gonk