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Okay, I have thoughts of gay sexual intercourse. Not a**l But orel with a guy. Like it will turn me on then I will masturbate sometimes too it and then the next day i will think "EW!" I love girls of coruse and get thoughts and all that crap. I love girls of coruse way more and find it more a turn on with women. But I get gay thoughts and wonder if I am Bi. I really kind of want too be straight though. I mean I don't care if people call me gay either. <_< I don't want too be gay or Bisexual. Just want too be straight but it seems like it isn't my choice. Any other guys have this or have any clue what this means. I am 16 and had these thoughts since I was 13. I hate a**l though That is just disgusting.

I had a dream i once got married to a very very hot handsome yellow short haired man and i really really loved him, in my dream and after i woke up. But i already knew i was bisexual before that.

In my dream thou i didnt have sex with him and even thou he was super hot, i knew i loved him for who he was inside, not the looks outside. The time we spent together were very nice. So what i am saying is that one doesnt have to be gay/bi and then immediately have to like a**l sex or like it at all, the same with liking a girl, you do know you dont have to love her for her looks and the sex alone. You can love her for who she is, personality, small things she does, simply her smile and caring heart. Its the same with a guy who loves a guy and a girl who loves a girl.
Plus, its alright to question your sexuality, and to live with questioning it for as long as you want, you have a life time to choose.