Okay... I go out of town, I come back home for a Doctor appointment... I go back up.
My friend bought me home for a Doctor appointment, and then we decided to go right back up. We stop in Roanoke, an hour from where I live. So he can see his friend. Cool, right? Yeah. I'm tired, you're tired, neither of us are up for 3 or so more hours of driving, especially when you dragged me off the couch with Corey to get me up there. A bit later wouldn't' have hurt at all.... and It really wouldn't have. She wanted to go with us, but changed her mind, but there was no way to let us know. We left early for nothing. I left Corey for nothing. Whatever... too late, doesn't matter now. Well, I get to sleep, a very nice sleep, considering a very long time of being awake on the way back for the Doctor, and on the way back up, well over 24 hours awake... But a well rested night helps that. But then I wake to think we're going on our way. We stop... At Stay City Games??? Wut? I got pissed. There was a Yugioh tourny. His friend was there. He wanted to see her. "Just for like 15 minutes, it'll be over quick~" I wait in the car for half an hour. He comes out, and drags me in. I"m in dirty clothes, I AM dirty, I smell bad... I'm and HUNGRY. It's 12 something. Maybe 1. I go in, ignore everyone and sit down in an empty spot. People whisper about me already... "Lol, wuts -she- doing here? She looks really happy..." I... Ignore it... Later on, I'm less grumpy, and came to terms with the fact that I was going to be there for about 4 hours. I meet the girls friends she was there with. Two guys. One, creepy, one cool. Well... we're there the full time, joking was had, I lightened up, but still complained. We decided on all going out to get Sushi after it was all over. The cool one won somewhere in the top ranks. Got some money. That's nice... we all go out to meet up at sushi place. Our car load stoped at a small Azn food store. We get Ramune and Squid Jerky... which is damn delicious. We get sushi. We order 13o dollars worth. We all get sick off it all, and enjoy ourselves. Very nice, we all split the bill, 5 of us in all... We go back to her place, to stay the night. I shower, and feel AWESOME. It helped a LOT. Then my friend goes and leaves me there, so he can go to the clubs to get drunk... That's cool, a bi of a break from him, not good not bad... He leaves us with the warning... "I'll be back later to take us all to IHOP." Hmm... Well, I'm sick off sushi. It went right though me. I was starving by the time we got back to the house. Leaving for food wasn't a problem with me. Well, new guy I met talk and such, we all watch Bleach, fun is had... I get to bed, and can't sleep. TV was too loud. Volume was at ZERO. I got fed up and turned the TV off, after about an hour... Guys' cell went off at about 5 something... Wakes me up. Guy wakes up later, not hearing the TV. He grabs the couch, from the floor, my friend not having gotten home yet... Turned on TV. I can't sleep again... a bit later, my fiend gets back, storms up the stairs, and wakes everyone up... He was SO ******** drunk. On the way to the car, he calls my name, and I look back. He ATTACKS me. and BITES my neck, and wouldn't let go. I cussed him out, and punched him in the guys. Being drunk, of course, he didn't feel it. Later on, an attempted kiss, I think it was. I looked out the window, he grabbed my chin, and pulled my face towards him... something like that had already happened with Guy I met earlier, which was just really weird, and I didn't feel like dealing with that again. I just forced my head in the other direction, and got pissed. He then kept trying it, then said he'd never try something like that on me... Yeah. I'd never seen him that bad. His big gay friend drove him home, and the new guy I met drove up to IHOP. Lots of people from the club he went to was there, all his friends. 7 people to a tiny table... I feel sick as hell, I'm annoyed as hell about my friend... I now officially -hate- drunks. He TOOK Corey's Laser pointer and was using it to point at COPS. Who were DRIVING... What the ********?! Am I the only one who sees that only ending badly??...I sit there, and ignore all around me, and keep my hand over my mouth to keep my from puking on everyone. when we get there... all the way there, and while we were there, nothing but yelling. screaming, obnoxious laughter, throwing s**t around, lighting Menus on fire... Lots of my friend making OUT with his friends. Mostly the guy ones. That's nice... I ignore still. Food gets there, I eat.. I feel worse. I eat eggs. They tasted like s**t. I felt horrible the whole night. And morning... We get back, I lay down, and get online... Lol, two days, and I forgot to call my family. They thought I was dead. I go downstairs, use Guy's phone, leave them a message... few hours later, we get up, and leave. I feel sick, and decide to go home. I sit at Barns and Noble for about three hours, having called my mom an hour before then to come up and get me. I got a bloody nose, I ruined a book, my family got there, and we ended up staying there for another 5 hours. My mom hor about 2o ******** books. I got ONE thing, that's all they let ME get. My sister, the same. One thing. My mm and gramma... 2o something books each. What the ********?! I was sick, I had a bloody nose, I was tired and starving my a** off from not being able to eat... They only care to take advantage of the fact that they were in a nice city place, with lots of things to buy. I try this when we go out of town, of course, you could guess what they tell ME... Few hours later, I'm home. Immediately, the bitching begins. Over and over again, about the same s**t. Louder, even... Example... NO ONE tells me to do my ******** laundry... I do it myself, when I NEED to. My mom tells me to. I said "Okay, when I HAVE laundry than needs doing."... She threw a chair across the kitchen... :/ Friday, my Doctor appointment... that was my first official visit to a shrink. I connected with her well. I tell her alllll about my family... she then asked me why -I- was the one there... HMMMM. I WONDER...
I get online... to TALK. Draw. Listen to music. Play games. I learn on here... I go to her now because I'm anti-social, I HATE myself, I dont have friends, and I don't go anywhere... Kk. I have friends, I love them, they love me. I talk to them, yes. I hate people, yes. That's normal, stfu. People... Like YOU... are ******** idiots. They deserve to be hated. And they are for a damn reason... I don't hate myself, but recently, I have been depressed, and it only happened after I started my BC pills. I do think it's because f them, and if that doesn't go away, I'll switch brands. That's normal too... I don't GO ANYWHERE????! HMMM, GEEEEE. REALLLY???? That would be ONE. Because you don't get off your fat ******** a**, and take my anywhere. TWO. You won't get off your FAT ******** a** to TEACH me how to drive MYSELF so I CAN. And THREE. I have friends who come to get me ALL the time. You're too pilled up to remember.
I told my lady person about the attackings I got, where my gramma lunged at me like a cat with rabies, and how she hit me. Lady person called the cops. No word yet. This was Friday. My mom talked to get, and cussed her out... for you know, doing her JOB. :/ She then spoke to her on MY behalf... which means she lied to her about what I felt because of that... I don't care. She told her it greatly offended me. Psh.... Whatever. It should have been reported. But with no proof, like marks on me... They can't do anything anyway. I get to go in again THIS Friday, and rat my mom out about lying. She does this s**t all the time... a woman working there used to work at my school. My mom didn't know until I mentioned it. I didn't care about that b***h. I just knew her... my mom went up to her, "OH MY GOD, AMBER LOOOOVED YOU~~~~~!!!! SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALLL THE TIME, HAHAHAHA!!! WHAT'S UP, SHE MISSES YOU, MAN!!! OH, SHE IS JUST AN ANGEL, HAHA, SHE REALLY MISSES YOU! WHEN SHE SAW YOU, SHE GOT SOOO HAPPY, AND SHE RAN TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT IT WAS YOU SHE TALKED ABOUT ALL THE TIME, AHAHAHA!!!!!! WOOOOWWW!!!!!!"
LIES.
I never talked TO this b***h. I never LIKED her. I never TALKED ABOUT her.
My mom made that woman uncomfortable, and made me sound like a stalker-freak.
And on TOP of this s**t, on Friday, all I wanted to do was go home and have sex. Corey was with me, we were there less than an hour, we'd both been up for over 24 hours at that point, it was over fast, we should have been abel to go home, ********, and sleep for a bit before he had to work. NO. My mom said "Hey, lol, less go to Sonic." THEN "Hey, lol, less go to the mall. So I can talk to my cousin there for two hours," THEN "hey, lol, ;ess go to my gramma's house, to get her old lady mail from across the bust highway for her." THEEEEN "Hey, lol, less go to CHANGE THE OIL ON THE CAR."
"COREY... needs sleep. He has WORK. It's ******** 2, HE GOES IN AT 4, AND WE HAVE TO LEAVE AT ******** 3:3O.!! By the time we're done here, he'll have to go straight to work!!!"
"Well, it's his fault he was up all night, you know, just to be sure he'd be awake when you got home so he could hear form you to be sure you were safe, and he loves you anyway. He can bare with it, and catch up to sleep later."
"...Take us HOME first. It's 5 minutes from here, not EVEN that. Not out of the way, and he gets sleep."
"How dare you ask me that... That's WAY too far. I don't think so. 1 minute won't make a difference."
"...ONE MINUTE??? THIS WILL TAKE FOREVER!!!"
"Get over it. Sorry."
She goes in, and talks and talks to the woman inside, who happens to be family... I go in to sit, she goes on about me "Amber! How dare you suggest your mom take you home, you are so spoilt rotten!! What's wrong with you??! No. Get over here and HUG me!"
"*mean stare*"
"FINE, lol, BE THAT WAY. Next time we see each other, I won't hug you either, hahahahaha!!!!"
Meanwhile, guy's outside fixing Oil... the car is ******** up, and they all start talking about it, and not doing anything to fix it. We have to stay a bit. Eventually, it's fixed, we go home.
I later ended up feeling like s**t emotionally, and everything pissed me off, and made me depressed. My mom went emo as ******** over my reporting my gramma, my gramma went semi-emo but knew it would be okay, having happened once and there being no proof, and they just kept bitching. THEN Corey's at work, falling asleep... my friend gets here, we wanna go get him from work to help him not get fired from sleeping... so friend tells him we'll go get him. In half an hour... 2 hours later we leave, and Corey had fallen asleep OUTSIDE, in a dangerous place, and could have been hurt or mugged or whatever... All because my mom and gramma kept going on and on and would NOT let us leave... I feel it was my fault, go in emo mode, and everything sucked. Corey was mad, but not at me... I hated everything, and then we finally fall asleep together... as soon as that happens, I feel awesome again. Then I have to leave him. To go. When the friend we had to go get didn't need to be gotten anyway. <******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** FCUK FCUK ******** ******** FUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKK
Oh my GOD!!!
scream
I give up now
gonk
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